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2007-02-08T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hello there! Pardon me for being away for sucha long time.
Been really busy with school and lots of other stuffs.
Many redundant things had happened since the day I flipped my keyboard down.
However all of this shits i've been thru really change me into a better and stronger person.
Majority of my friends sees me as a totally different person now.

No doubt I am different now, physically is a yes yes.
Those late evening runs and working my ass out really change me not only physically but mentally too.
Mentally I am more stronger than before.

Friends are always there for me when I need them.
True friends that is.
Some people like to whom it may concern are just dispensable and not worth my friendship.
Friends do come and go and so do I if i choose to do it.

As for whatever that had happened, I will not and never will I choose to
retaliate through blogging.
Only WUSSIES would do that.
If you do have issues with me or regarding whatever truth I've said,
please talk to my face not to my ass or to the screen.
The fucking truth shall prevails in times to come.
We shall see who will have the last laugh.

Ultimately I believe in karma.
Whatever shits you have done will somehow come fucking you from the back sooner or later. Perhaps in 3 folds or 4.
Like how you like it ain't it?

So just beware. This is not a threat. This merely the work of nature.
and you should know well enough.

I guess I will have to flip my keyboard yet again.

Till then, Au Revoir~

Quote of the day:
Resistance is beautiful

aku ida...weee!!

2006-11-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

This week is the shaggiest week of all.

Im mentally and physically drained out.

Many test and stuffs up my mind.

I need a breather.
I really need a damn good one.

So I shall not blog for the time being.

To let my mind rest and let go of some stuffs

that i've been holding on for quite a long time.

No worries, Im doing good.

I guess, I just need some real soul searching for now.

I'll see you, if you wish to see me.

Goodbye for now.

Photo
Ryan Cabrera

A photo can say a thousand things

But it can't say the million things I want to say.

A photo can capture the way we were,

But it can't capture the way we are.

Cause you're far away.

What it's like to know you,

What it's like to touch you.

When you told me that you loved me were those just words,

You can't tell me you don't need me, and I know that hurts.

Cause I'm looking at your picture,

Cause it's all I've got.

Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot.

Timing lost minutes and moments,

And I might be lonely girl

But I'm not afraid.

In a second,

It all comes right back to me.

Nothing's forgotten now,

Yeah, everything's saved

What it's like to touch you,

What it's like to know you.

What it's like to know you.

When you told me that you loved me were those just words,

You can't tell me you don't need me, and I know that hurts.

Cause I'm looking at your picture,

Cause it's all I've got.

Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot.

You were my life you were my faith.

You gave me hope every day.

When you told me that you loved me were those just words,

You can't tell me you don't need me, and I know that hurts.

Cause I'm looking at your picture,

Cause it's all I've got.

Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot.

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-11-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

I MISS DATIN. One day without her is so weird.
I had to go to school without her today. Aku dah macam
sebatang kara pergi skolah tadi. Nasib ada Hidayah. My saviour.

Btw Lydia and me is so addicted to Hafiz's PSP. Gerek lor that game. Eventhough its a kiddy Game.Thanks Lydia for telling me how to go about playing that game.
Im like a girl who deprived childhood la when I first play that game. I don't even mind skipping class just to played that thing.

And so in 3months time. The PSP shall be in both of our hands. Remember selowww, 3months. It just gonna take 3months. Black one for me and white one for you.
hahaha

hahaha

2006-11-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hello! Hello! Good Day!I've been really busy with school and also catching up on my usual snoring. School is fun than ever.
With Trafficlight and Nenepoms joining forces, our lunchbreaks were never a bore. Credit goes to E.T for naming them therefore its much easier calling them. Ha Ha.

I will always have stomach cramps after lunch due to incessant laughing with them.
Nowadays, I have to go on a constant lookout for a Serial Breast Grabber.
This person will always go around Pinching/Groping/Grabbing/Caressing innocent- young breast especially those that belong to the girls. So Please Be Very, Very Careful.

Let me give out some details so that, you will be more aware of IT if IT happens to be around you.

The person:

...quite tall
....have a shoulder length hair
....have massive amount of ~~wanted and~~ unwanted bodily fluids or in other words, high fluidity.
....have an extremely loud voice.
(I mean its really FUCKING loud.)

If the above information doesn't really goes into the head.
Let me give you the visual evidence of what, that was caught on our hidden camera.
This person is mentally sick as IT even got the cheek to pose for our camera while IT was doing ITs THING.

The identity of the victim's leg as shown above shall not be disclosed due to over-age. Heh~

Sorry hor Missy, Just joking. You Know I love you right...

So with that said,
GoodyNight Peeps, Sleepwell. Chao~

woooo

2006-11-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

Im taking my 15 minutes pee break from my mom.
Im the slave for the day.
I have to roll another 200 spring rolls.
I got a very very strong feeling that my mom gonna make me roll even more.
What to do? Im the only anak dara in the house mah. Bo Pianz Lor. Ha Ha

I guess my dear Nenepoms are back from the Bridge Leadear Camp.
Have a good rest cheebs. Besok jangan bagi aku alasan penat la ape lah.
Make sure you cheebs turn up for class hor.

Nenepoms is always incomplete. Usually either one of us is not present.
So the very sad lor. Su I missed your super-loud-microphone voice.
And for the million and billion time, will you stop asking whether I'm angry at you or not.

I am not angry.
Period. Fullstop. Titik. Portu.(Don't know what is a portu, just look at Ida's forehead. You can see one up there.) Ha Ha Ha

Ida jangan marah hor.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin ye.
Jangan lupa panjang kan umur aku sekali. Ha Ha

My current favourite number by Amber Pacific.

"Gone So Young"

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.

haha again

2006-11-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

My "favourite" qoute from the ad.
"Mummy can we grow vegetable in the fridge....? "

Kid, if we could grow vegetables in the fridge, my mom wouldn't have drag my ass to the market every Saturday morning. Period.

Why am I writing this, you may ask?
Im bored la dey~ sianzation lor

I miss Ida and Su.
Hope they are having fun at camp.
Sleepwell and dreamwell my dear Nenepoms.
Don't let the bedbugs bite. If they do, then its really none of my business.

I'll see you cheebs in my dreams.
And I'll see you too, E.T in my dreams. Same time, same spot. :) *winks*

blood donation

2006-11-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the shaggest day of all.
I reach home to munch on something and and I fall into a deep coma after that.
My left arm was aching like hell and the pain makes me even more sleepy.
Me, Ida, Naz, Tina and Berd donated blood.

And we were freaking loud as we were seated near each other.
We were busy laughing our ass off while the staff nurses were busy poking our hands.
With them around it makes donating blood a fun thing to do.
There was this particular nurse who keeps going around taking photo.
I was wondering, was she trained to be a nurse or a photographer? haha

Some photos to share.
I wasn't able to take a photo of Tina and Berd because they were quite far across me so
taking it would be kindda useless.

My neighbours. Naz and Ida. Ida was said to have a high viscosity blood. No wonder she got..hmm nemermind lor( Quoted from Miss Joyce Ng)

Whoda looking cool as always. Ha Ha

My arm after 24hrs. Gross lor~

Some strange respond from my lecturer. I still don't get her.

Whoda: Hello cher, you pretty ar today.

Ms Ng: I wear specs lah!! (with a very shock and cannot-take-it kindda expression )

absolute redundant

2006-10-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

Guess what I've been doing during the weekends?
At home and helping my mom entertaining the guests.
Entertaining as in not putting a red nose and juggle 1 ball on both hands but helping her in the kitchen.
Most of the time I will be feeling sleepy and drowsy like someone high on subutex. hahaha
So to sum it all up..I am a sleepy bastard.

My 8 steps before entering Lala land:
1. I will open my windows big2 to let the night air flows in.
2. Hug my favourite yellow marshmallow pillow.
3. Say my prayers, in case I won't wake up the next day.
4. I will toss and turn till I snoozes off.
5. Same as the above mention.
6. Same as the one above number 5
7. I will msg ET cos normally msging him will make me sleepy.
8. Eventually I snoozes.

So this shall be my redundant post of the day.
Ha Ha Ha

2006-10-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Pardon me for the not so long hiatus.
Been feeling really tired this few days.
Maybe its all due to insufficient food to the brain and more out from the ass.Haha
There is food but I don't have the chance to savour them. haha
Tired lor.
By the time I'm back home, Mr bean and the bed is already calling me.
So due to all that, you will see less of my entry.

Damn, I missed the last part of Prison break lor.
The part where that asshole found that the latino and that cutie-whatever-his-name-is had
already figure out an escape route out of the prison.

Sorry to my homies who plan to go online yest night.
Aku penat ar pek, sampai ter snooze while watching TV.

My bro was busy having his 2 and half way conversation on the msn and ALSO
via the phone.
Which eventually lead me to lala land Cos waiting will normally make me feel sleepy.

So enough of my endless blab, i'll continue some other time.
So till then,

Au revoir~

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-10-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

Soundcheck: Muse
Sound: Starlight
" Starlight I will be chasing the starlight Until the end of my life I don't know if it's worth it anymore..."

Hello
Life been pretty much good and busy.
To name a few,

I've been:

.Reading some readers digest shit and sure enuff It do
contain lots of good shits.

.Doing some shitass cleaning too which equates to 2 big bags of rubbish just for my room.
No wonder I talk lots of rubbish 'cos Ive been living in a room full of rubbish.

.Tv-ing in the wee hours. Shows varies from Even Stevens, Lizzie Mcguire, Thats so raven, Kim possible, blue's clues, Jimmy Neutron and lots of spongebob square pants.

Au Revoir bebe~

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-10-10T17:46:00.000+08:00

I was eating and watching Tv as usual the other night when I nearly choke on my own saliva.
I saw this TV commercial on an Indo channel.
It was on some cake mix or whatever mix.
I was salivating looking at the so super delicious black forest cake.
However the brand just make me choke on my own air liur. Guess what is the brand and catchy tag line.

PONDAN
Quality Food For Lifestyle.

Amazing shit here. No kidding
Try looking at their webby.
Its triple W dot pondan dot com.

layzee

2006-10-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

Just a cut and paste of the one I post in nenepoms blog. Simply Lazy to write a new one. So enjoy looking at my kental days. Not really ar~

Fatherly-love. My father loves me alot. Just ignore the guy beside me. So malu wan, where got people wear jeans that short. hahahah Sorry bro~

Slightly older perhaps pri sch nye time and alot lesser skin than now. no wonder the ahpek call me boy. Look at me. Aku kalau jadi lelaki confirm hot ehk? macam paham~

Btw aku malu tgk pics abg aku zaman2 perang die, sebab die kental tu the cheebs la dey.

The Day my mom change my whole look. No more curls for me. I look like a boy-boy.

I wonder what he is looking at. Maybe I got nice ass for a small girl. Shiznit~

Yipee at last the cake is all mine. I'm suppose to share it with my bro. ouhh Bummer...

The only time I would bear my skin to the cameras. macam paham~

Me tryna act cute during a formal groupy photo while my bro is making the smoke-weed-everyday kindda face.

Okay so from all the photos you can roughly see how much skin I lose and gain along the way. From a curly wurly girl, I evolved into a tomboy and slowly when I get older, I mellow down a little and finally here I am. Neither here nor there. My childhood days was splendid or rather no words can describe it. Pictures do says a thousand words that I can never describe. Cheydebah...

I hope the rest of the nenepoms could share their oldschool pics too..
Like I always say sharing is loving.Heh~

_whoda

crap

2006-10-07T12:48:00.000+08:00

New Word that I learn

Nabai
ida: melayu nye version of nabey la

Hello.
Just got back from marketing with my mom.
Thank mom for leaving me with the basket.
I am the unfortunate one who have to carry that
bloody trolley up the stairs all by myself.
She tanpa segan dan silu put in so many things and in
the end, Im the one who have to bring all the stuffs up.

Before ida ask me " kau complain ar ni? ", might as well I answer that question in advance. Tak aku cume mengomel jek. Yela sememenjak dah bergaul dengan makcik-makcik barracks dan quaters ni kan, aku dah terikot-ikot la pulak dorang nye habit.

So yesterday the haze was awfully bad. I felt that there was so much mucus in my lungs that I started breathing like a freaking fish out of water. Had a throbbing headache while tryna sleep, a slight flu, a sore throat out of sudden in the middle of the night. As usual woke up with mucus + blood clotting my nose. Felt much better though after flushing out all those shits out of my system.And so I guess Im pretty much sensitive to the haze. Thanks Mr Haze, please pop by again if you are free. Im so hoping you will be gone soon 'cos I need my beauty sleep.Heh~

Btw Lydia since you don't know the continuation of the song, I'll help you.
Tadaaaa..Siap ngan karaoke and dance step skali..Enjoy!Ha Ha Ha

Quote of the Day

"Would you lie with me and just forget the world?.. "

hahah

2006-10-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

Hello there.
Sorry if my entries are rather short.
Kindda lazy to write something long.Heh
Been rather tired and sick this few days.
Due to the freaking haze.
I'm currently having
Lazy-can't be bothered-heck care-don't give a damn kindda mood.
1 more week to school.
Really looking forward 'cos I hate staying at home.
Staying at home is making me so braindead.

Btw Im having this problem.
I wanna jog, but I need a partner to crap with when I jog.
I've tried tagging Mek along but I ended up becoming her first aider.
Hahaha I guess, Im better off on my own.

My Craving of the day

That KFC cheesy thing.Yum Yum

heart

2006-10-04T23:24:00.001+08:00

A pweety nice song to share here. It is one of the OST for this Indo Movie, Heart.
It is so damn worth watching. Very nice ending but the plot were kindda boring.
Ohh well
So here goes nothing. Listen closely to the lyrics.It do mean something.Heh

Sampai menutup mata

2006-10-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

Aww lydia Sweet ar your entry.
I love you many many too.
Let's get over each and every hurdle together.
Fret not hor nomatter how sick or irritating I can be, I will try my best to be there for you.
What friends are for right. Cry all you want if its gonna make you feel better.
Life is never a smooth ride that's right. Same goes for mine too.
Thats is why I try to cover every cracks n dents of my life with laughters.
As cliche as it sounds, Laughter is the best medicine after all.

Quote of the day

"The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up" Mark Twain

redundant

2006-10-03T10:10:00.000+08:00

Woke up feeling hot and sore all over.
Find it hard to breath due to the mixture of mucus and blood that clot my nose.
Brain-wise its in tip top condition but full of unanswered questions.
The thought of it is just making me dizzy and tired.
I think I need a breather and lay low for awhile.
Or could someone just bury me and let me hibernate.
Please don't humor me with your bullCrap, 'cos I'm sick of it.
To sum it all Im SICK. I hate being SICK.Period.
Chao~

Yours Truly
Whoda.S

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-09-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

Extracted from Naz's blog

interesting fact: we spend almost 80% of our life waiting for people. so read this up people and stop making people wait too long :)) but at times while waiting for people and having time all to urself make you think about things and do a reflection about urself. that's what i do to occupy my time while waiting. maybe waiting for those who are not punctual is not that bad after all.

To those who always have to wait for me please try doing what
Naz suggested. It is a positive approach. Well to those who always make me wait for them, please refrain from doing that again or ever. Or else I will have to deballs you or for girls I will have to decheebs you. You think what, I don't have anything better than to wait for you issit. Blardy hell~

2 entries in 1 day= Sianzation
Deballs + Decheebs= Priceless

Okay gonna reboot my PC..see you in 2300hr

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-09-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

To my cheebsmate lydia:

Never regret over things that had happened.
I mean there will be some sense of regret but don't let that feeling of guilt or regret conquers you.
Like some term that says, things happened for a damn good reason. I guess If only they knew what you are going thru or have to face everyday.
Reality check here, we are humans and so we are not perfect. The guilt, the pain, sacrifices. ITs the pain that teaches you to be strong, remember that hor. When you make that shot never ever regret.
Pape you can turn to me.
I can assure you that at times I can be bad or rather very bad at giving people's advices but I don't mind lending my ears to you. I can make you laugh or we can sing-along to our favourite britney spears song plus the dance move that you teach me...Hahaha
Seseloww kau pon aku tetap lup sama kau Lor.

Many Many whodaly-LOVE to you.....

Song of the day

" Kenangan malam minggu waktu jalan-jalan, berdua jalan kaki saat turun hujan....... " Memori Daun KELADI (Selowww's version)

If you know the rest please feel free to sing-along. Ha Ha Ha

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-09-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

I am bored right now.
I am really really bored right now.
I am really really really bored right now.

Okay cut the ~~crab~~ crap.

So basically I've been really a pig these few days.
Sleepyhead syndrome of mine is back.
Nothing can fight with my sleepyheadness.
Even a vibrating phone beside my ear or whatever shit.
Sorry if you guys tried to get thru me in the morning but there wasn't a soul answering it.
My bad, Im still in Lala land.

I had a great time conferencing with my cheebs yesterday night. Too bad su was unable to join in
our morning crap.
Yeah we can talk shit till the sun rise
That is what we have in common, brain full of shits which causes us to talk shits.
Im really missing the time we crap in school.
Wherever,whenever.
I Love My nenepoms many many. Let's go thru all this shits together.

Btw I think Im starting to develop this rather strange addiction to dangdut. Holy schmoly, please make this feeling go away...

Reminder of the day

.Ingatkan Datin utk kahak muka Selowww on Monday
.Ingatkan Selowww bawak plastic bag utk sarung muke kalau die tak nak muke dia berlendir

wohhooo

2006-09-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

I was watching some late night shits on the square box yesterday and this Vd caught my eyes.
IT is so freaking cool lor.
I would love to try this if it wouldn't cost my ass to be kick out of the gym that is.
Cool to the cheebs la dey.
Maybe I would ask the other nenes to Tag in, that would be cute dont you think so?
I think the guy in the black blazer is Cute.
Ha Ha Ha CRAP!

Misses Of The Day And Weeks To Come

In random order:

Incessant laughing with the Nenes till my tummy hurts
Su singing memori daun pisang
RajaGopal and Family
My Nenepoms
The traffic Light Girls
Khaireen
Memek

and lastly not forgetting....

My Martian

Whoda_ over and out..

me and you

2006-09-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

I am still on cloud number 9 or maybe even higher. PERIOD
The Smell from His fragrance still lingers on me even after I had frequent showers.
Maybe it is just me.
I think I better knock my head on the wall first to wake myself up.

*1 minute later*

Wow that really work.

Okay Sentosa was Fun. Fooking Fun.
I love being around the NENEPOMS and my Classmates and ET of course.
Make new friends, 2 member of the teks, FIR and Han. Super crazy bunch of guys.
They make my day.
TO THE NENEPOMS, I LOVE YOU GIRLS MANY MANY LOR. PERIOD

For pictures please refer to Ida's multiply. The pictos are up for grabs.
So till then..I'm out

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa peeps.
Hold on to your horses for the time being hor and give some respect to the Holy month. So no more Cheebeh for me...hahah

Quote of the day
"Good things normally comes to those who wait..."
Macam Paham yet again so don't bother to ask me What or Why or Who.

horrorscope

2006-09-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

I am a Virgo aka Forever virgin gitu Lor...hahaha

Virgo:

The person born under the sign of Virgo is generally a busy person.
He knows how to arrange and organize things. He is a good planner.
Above all, he is practical and is not afraid of hard work.
The person born under this sign, Virgo, knows how to attain what he desires. He sticks with something until it is finished. He never shirks his duties, and can always be depended upon.

The Virgo person can be thoroughly trusted at all times.
The man or woman born under this sign tries to do everything to perfection.
He doesn’t believe in doing anything half-way. He always aims for the top.
He is the sort of a person who is constantly striving to better himself-not because he wants more money or glory, but because it gives him a feeling of accomplishment.

The Virgo man or woman is a very observant person.
He is sensitive to how others feel, and can see things below the surface of a situation.
He usually puts this talent to constructive use.
It is not difficult for the Virgoan to be open and earnest.
He believes in pitting his cards on the table. He is never secretive or under-handed. He’s as good as his word.
The Virgo person is generally plain-spoken and down-to-earth. He has no trouble in expressing himself.

The Virgo person likes to keep up to date on new developments in his particular field.
Well-informed, generally, he sometimes has a keen interest in the arts of literature.
What he knows, he knows well. His ability to use his critical faculties is well-developed and sometimes startles others because of its accuracy.

The Virgoan adheres to a moderate way of life; he avoids excesses.
He is a responsible person and enjoys being of service.

Someway somehow the above mentioned is true. Totally lor.

Okay let me side track abit....

Gemini is a physically strong person, but fatigue in combination with boredom can change his health for worse. He needs good sleep.

No wonder he have huge but sexy eyebags. He lacks his beauty sleep. Sleepwell My Martian or else your eyebags will cover your whole eyes. LOL

ahmaio wo ai ni

2006-09-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

Helllo there..No idea what to blog about actually. My current brain juice count is at its lowest level, so pardon me. My momma woke me up or rather force the sleepy me out of bed early in the morn. As usual she needed a marketing partner cum maid/slave or whatever that may fall into that catagory i've mention. I pulled myself out of bed thinking that it's been awhile since I last followed her to the market.

Took a Quick shower to wake myself up and was about to leave the house when this
excruciating tummy ache hit me. I'm so fooking pissed when this kindda thing happen. There I go again to the loo to ease myself.

Better lor after that. I wonder what I've been eating or what I've not been eating that makes me have this frequent tummy pain. I don't really care most of the time as I treat everything as nothing serious.
The word MEDICINE just turns me off even more so don't bother asking me to take them.

The rainy weather been making me wanna snooze and spoiling my jogging plan.I am a weebit paranoid about gaining back the excess I've lose.
I guess I will have to take up Ida's idea of pasting that scary pic of me back then onto every plate that Im gonna use for eating. That might work.

Btw I think I'm missing my classmates. The traffic light group, My beloved nenepoms, I missed saying hello to the chinese girls every morning even though they find me irritating, Saying Wo ai ni to Lay hoon(spelling?), Asking Wei Qian whether he's still gay or not, Greeting MR Lim whenever he is late for class, Singing My Boney out of tune that will make the rest of the nenepoms pissed off and the list of lame things that I did in school goes on and only the nenepoms would know and understand why I did all those craps.
Ya so to SUM it ALL
I FOOKING MISS EVERYBODY.

Something to share with you peeps. Do you know that my Ah Miao love to make creepy faces when she snooze? Wo ai wo de Ah Miao many many LOR!

*________________persistent derangement. Extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-09-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from snoozing.
Slept like nobody's business and woke up feeling super duper thirsty.
The moment I rise from my bed, my whole body starts to ache.
My whole abdomen was aching like hell.

I felt as if I've been hit by a BIG Martian's Spaceship 'cos
the left side of my neck was so painful that I thought I just broke my neck.
However if I were to break my neck I wouldn't be here typing all this shit.

Slept for just
about 2 or 3hrs yesterday and lucky a kind soul manage to pull me out before I fall in deeper into lala land.
Thank YOU many many E.T and I think you will get even sicker IF I thank YOU many many times yet again.

Did last minute recap on what I have studied and make myself a big cup of coffee. I mean really BIG.
I drank 4 shots (equivalent to 4 sachet)at one go to prevent my eyes from shutting even more. I think it is still not enough.

I even had an early shower. First time ever, I took a COLD shower at 4am and
Ida called me crazy for having shower at 4. Cmon Im totally sleepy that I can't even open my damn eyes.
It took me 1hr to actually realise that I'm at the wrong side of the bed.

So I went early to school like some crazy early bird (Orang GILER je pegi skola pagi-pagi kan? ) to do some revision with my beloved Nenepoms and
kawan-kawan sedarjah.
Last minute pea-brain stuffing really made my brain totally super-saturated.

It is nice to see that your classmates is
fighting as hard as you are to do well in the Exams.
I'm so happy to have these "healthy" bunch of friends that
wants to excell in school even after so much bad, I mean Fuckingly-Bad criticisms being thrown onto ITE students. Being in ITE wasn't THE END after all, for me that is.

IT is just the beginning.
A so called stepping stone,
a prelude to my unknown future which have lots of unfoldings to do.
I can't wait to be where Im gonna be.
With God's willing and hardwork I know Im gonna make it.

SORRY this is what happen when my momma makes
me listen to lots of motivational ~~shits~~ stuffs.

This Bull I'm tryna pull here shall end my entry for today.

BE happy and BE merry my mates.
Remember whoda LOVES you and yeah I LOVE YOU. Reeeeally Lor~

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-09-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

Hello this is a so called payback time for CRUELA.
Remember Su you post a pic of me and Farah while
we were snoozing outside the lab on our NenePom's blog?
At we least we slept
while waiting for class to start.

However, I dont
think you remember cos I did snap a pic of you and me. This time round you were sleeping DURING class.
Aku tau badan aku besar that is why you use my body as a
shield to cover your snoozy activity.

The way you sleep is even Cuter lor.
With your eyes half open, it is an absolute parody of a sleeping GOLdFISH.

So, I hope you like this pic of us together while you're dreaming away and I'm wondering what you're dreaming, wondering if it's me you're seeing.
Sounds familiar right the phrase, go figure where I got it from..hahaha
Cheers mate~

Btw To all my kawan-kawan. Happy mugging!

oh oh there she is snoozing away behind me..cheebeh lor kau pikir aku nie tembok pe
bleh buat cover kau.hahaha

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-09-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

" ..is it the pure bliss they say it is to feel one's ego boundaries melt away."

The exact thing or perhaps the feeling I felt whenever He did the simplest things just to make me feel at ease.

A simple gesture but yet it touched my heart.
Im blessed that He crosses my path. Thank You for crossing my path.

You should know who you are 'cos You are the sweetest
Guy I have ever ever met.

Nightmare of the Moment.

I dreamt I was eating a ten pound marshmallow. When I woke up this morning, my pillow was gone.

another day

2006-09-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

hello there..my apology for not updating yet again.
Just got back from school and while waiting for my younger bro to end
his daily scrubbing off the 10years-of-dirt he have been collecting in
whichever part of his body(in short it means shower), I've decided to blog-crap for a while.

As usual I have been busy catching up with my usual snorings and studying.
I am really tired these few days.
More to brain-shag. There is this disturbing thing that
I don't think it is but i think it is(see la confuse lagi beb,hahah).
It is just my eating habit.

My eating habit is getting kindda worse.

The only time I find myself eating is in school.
At home I hardly eat anything other than constantly hydrating myself.
My mom did cook lor not that she doesn't but it is just my blardy tummy.

Neither am I starving myself nor am I going on a fad diet to lose weight.
It is just that I just lose the mood of eating.
Hardly any appetite left.

The only time I will eat is when, people force me to eat or
when my tummy gave me this burning sensation at the pit of my tummy to remind me that I need food. I fooking hate this feeling.
This is what what I felt 7 months back before I actually lose this much weight.
Surprisingly it is back in fooking full blast.

There was this instance whereby I felt so hungry that I could
finish up a whole damn cow.
However, after not even half way thru munching that blardy piece of Moo, this nauseatic feel hit me.

I felt sorry for the cow though but my bad I just can't go on and finish it LOr. Bloody hell.

Some have told me that maybe it is due to the hormonal change or whatever shit. Ape aku ni dah nak menopause ke? HAhahah..

Seloww said I look like this.
Really meh? do I look like this when I smile? freaky stuffs lor~
Btw thank you Selowww, Wan and Suu for the marshmallow cushion.
Lup korang many2 Lor !

Whoda's Question Of The Day

" Can I kiss your mole...? "

Harap maklum, soalan yg tertera diatas, ditujukan khas buat Tuan punya Mole. Sekiranya Tuan melayari lelaman web ini, saya harap Tuan dapat memberi saya jawapannya. Saya akan menunggu jawapan anda sambil menghirup secawan kopi panas. Terima Kasih Daun Keladi harap kita dapat berjumpa lagi. *wink*

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-09-03T13:02:00.000+08:00

haloo..turned 20 2 days back. IT was awesome. I had fun and I enjoyed myself despite the later tummy ache that I have to go thru and endure. Haha. I was kind of surprise that HE turns out to be the surprise. However, the truth is I was expecting him to ask me out or something on my birthday but he didn't.

So like many had told me, not to expect much.
Therefore I just forget about being hopeful but be happy instead cos I get to spend the day with my besteee in the world, on my special day.
It was kindda strange at first, cos she kept asking me stupid questions early in the morning.

I guess somehow my instinct never fails me. She kept pushing me and there I was in Swensen. So I walk and walk and there He was sitting patiently at the corner waiting.
You nenepoms should know right, how I felt the moment I saw Him but this time round I didn't blush la. I couldn't help myself but to smile and smile and smile till I got both my cheekbones cramped.

He was very CUTE okay, with his hair all nicely done, his twinkling E.T eyes.
I can say that I kind of Melted for a moment when I saw Him smile.
This is written intentionally, cos I know He gonna read this. Both of them gave me prezzie and the frog on the prezzie that he gave me is really cute. Another resemblance of him other than a martian. Hahahaha Just joking and no you don't look like a frog if you happen to wonder.

Ya so thanx for the so called surprise and nothing is so special other than getting to spent your special day with your ever best friend and the guy you like most. More or rather like the coffee that I drink everyday ,2 in 1. LoL.

First and foremost I would like to thank my beloved
Emak for bringing me into this world.
What the old lady told my mom the night she gave birth to me, was totally right. From a puny little baby which has little chances of survival, I evolved into a fooking large one.

My mum goes thru alot just to bring me up and I guess
it pains her even more, looking at me suffers while I fight to be alive in that freaking hot incubator.
Thank You Incubator, for keeping my puny feet warm throughout the 1 sickening month. I am just blessed
to be where I am today. I am a survivor.

Thanks to all who take their time, to wish me on my birthday. Thanks to my Martian aka E.T and Mek for the treat. I wouldn't have been alive for this long without having all this wondeful bunch of friends.

Whoda's say of the day :
"It's not the heat that warms me but it's your smile..really"

shes back...

2006-08-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

Guess what is making me smile that wide?
I received an email from my very long lost buddy, Marlyna, a few minutes ago.
She's currently pursuing her degree in hmmm...I have no idea
what she is majoring in but all I know is that she is in down under, where else Australia that is.

I'm proud of her 'cos she has always been the smart one, the one with the brain and brawn.
She will be back in November and we gonna meet up.
I'm really looking forward to the day she will be coming back to SG.

We last meet up when we were in secondary 1 and that was it. No sight of her after that.
I must say, its been a long 8 years and I really miss her like hell Lor.
Most of my primary school friends manage to bump into her but not me.
I only get to see her only in my dreams. Really ain't kidding.

So the clock shall tick and tock while I wait for her arrival. Min you are being missed badly by me, Whoda or Noi..That is what she calls me back then...Miss ya budd!

Time check: 1730Hr

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-08-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Promiscuous [pruh-mis-kyoo-uhs]
-characterized by or involving indiscriminate mingling or association, esp. having sexual relations with a number of partners on a casual basis.

Currently this song is on repeat mode. The strong bass beat is just my kindda thang . I think my ears gonna "Break" soon enough. Since i've been listening to it till eventually I snooze out.

So since its on repeat mode, my ears will have to withstand the loud beat till I wake up from my deep slumber which is the next morning that is. HAHA

This Vd is so sek lor..Very seductive. Just look at the grinding in progress. Woohoo reminds me of the times when I grind Selowww at seoul Garden.

I did turn cha on, right..?hahahah
SO ya all I'm done....

Seductive phrase at the moment

" Abg hammmmm~....you nak makan..? you nak I suapkan..? "
Try doing that as seductive as you can..confirm SEK LOR~...haha right anot Selowww?

too phat to fool

2006-08-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

I just wanna share a secret which is not really a secret.
Just a major but minor phobia.
There is this photo that really scares the living shit out of me.
Whenever I look or take a glance at it, my stomach instantaneously shrunk to the size of my puny brain.

I have already shown the photo to some of my friends. I did post another version
of the photo but it did not clearly reveals the prominent features.
So here goes..Wait let me close my eyes first....Okay Let's countdown
5 4 3 2 1.....tadaaaaaa

CLICK HERE to view 'cos I'm too chicken to see it myself.

IT REALLY SCARES ME AND IT STILL DOES....oooo I want my Mummy~

short but redundant...

2006-08-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

heylow... By the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SELOWWWW.
She turns 18 today and as usual she was late for class.
Btw I hope you like the card that I single-handedly make for you.
NO matter how slow you are, you will and always be my friend.

These few days school has a been a drag.
Maybe its due to the upcoming hols since most have already started their study week cum holiday. Im not coming to school this thursday 'cos I'm taking my RTT so wish me luck peeps. Hopefully I'm able to flash thru this test once.

Damn they gonna have a mini teachers' day celebration or something.
Its been years since I last celebrated Teachers' day in school, too bad I have to give this one a miss too.

TO end this slot I would like again to wish my fellow NENEPOMS Lydia Aka Selowww a Happy 18th Birthday and may the force be with you.

I LOVE you Many Many LOR~ Moooooaccckzz..

2 more days to enlightenment. The peak of Nirvana awaits me... weee~

me and myself

2006-08-26T10:59:00.000+08:00

Hello my fellow homosapians, Martians or Extra-Terrestial or whoever who reads my blog.
Sorry for the not-so long disappearance.
Nope I'm not off to my Mars like what Naziwah had mention.
Im still in Singapore and tak ingin aku nak pegi Mars.
There is nothing there mah, Just dust, more dust, red coloured stones and a weird looking creature ~~with one and a half ear sticks~~ LOL.

I'm just been rather busy with school and tests. You guys should know right, we have been cheong-ing since last week. Hang on there people 2 more and we can sleep like nobody's business. This week had been a great one, with some stupid issues running around the class which I do not like to mention here'cos it might spark up some wild fires among us. I don't want us to fight over small bitching issue 'cos we still have another year to go.

Please people, let's make love not war. Silent treatment won't make things any better so just speak up, we will listen if we find ourself mature enough. Ya so this shall end my entry for today. Im still lacking of my usual snorings so thats explain my rather lack of the usual crapping.
So in the count of 3, I shall fall asleep....1, 2, 3.....ZZZ

I LOVE MY KAWAN-KAWAN MANY MANY LORRR~

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-08-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

I am a good liar.
NO doubt about it.
Sometimes I lie through my teeth.
You know why I am a bloody good liar?
Cos I tend to tell the TRUTH whenever I tell a lie.

Whoda.S bullshitting out of the blue yet again.

shit

2006-08-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hello.
2 bloody tests down.
2 more to go.
IC-Mind Fucking shits
LSP- Pea-Brain stuffing shits.
Sometimes I wish that I have 2 brains embeded into 1.
Maybe that might help me to memorise these shits better.
However Im blessed to have a functional brain.
Thank You God and Thank You Mum!
Done, Over and OUT....Tooooooooootttt!

Quote of the day.

" Ehk nanti pegi locker ehk, aku nak amek labcoat(pronounce as Labbb-Kort).. "
Datin and her makcik-makcik2 lingo never fails to activate my laughing glands. Cheebeh lor...

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-08-12T02:39:00.000+08:00

I will not be blogging for awhile or perhaps my next entry will be 2weeks,
2 months or 2 years from now.haha

Lacking of brain juice is one of the reasons I will be MIA-ing.
Im just tired, sleepy and plain lazy.

Due to the upcoming tests, I will have to do lots of pea-brain stuffing.

So pardon me if I'm a wee bit cuuuckoo cos pea-brain stuffing
usually equates to lots of me crapping.
However, no worries I'll be back when the juices are back. Au revoir~

I wonder why Datin Ida is so fooking horny this few days or rather all the times.LOL~

Quote of the day

"Stop your crap or else I will have to shut your bloody trap... "

One word, don't mess with Whoda.

I'm not mad, I'm just angry. hahaha, Sorry I laugh when I'm mad, really LOR!

sick

2006-08-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

The pic on the left roughly describes my current mood. I think I need my fucking sleep back. I have lots of revision to do. With two test coming up. Hopefully I could get them done and over with.

I had to do COW on thursday since I skipped one of the AC prac last 2weeks.Okay I think today gonna be a short one 'cos im not feeling that good. Maybe it's due to weather or maybe I got myself infected through Mek since she was sick yesterday. I'll stop blabbering for now...Tilll then

Quote of the Day

"Kau la sahabat, Kau la musibat... "
Like I've always said, this kind of shit usually comes from Datin's mouth.
Yeah man she's the makcik amongst us. If you got a problem with that, then you
got a problem with me.

i love my friends

2006-08-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

Me and the nenepoms. New friends found. Bunch or crazy girlfriends I'm hooked with, in just a week in school. My major attraction of coming to school. My strength and my weakness. Without them I may not have survived the stress, the emptiness I constantly feels and
whatnots.

School is never a bore with them around my side. With my nenepoms and my other girl mates, school life is just so perfect. They could just minus out the stress I'm feeling right now. I am stress but I don't wanna show it. Thank you my friends for being there for me.

Despite being friends for a short time, it seems as if I've known you peeps my entire life.
Thanks a lot, I got your backs too if you peeps are in need.
I heart my nenepoms and my other mates whom I regard as my friend be it close,
best or just mere acquaintance.

I don't mind if you peeps don't remember me or don't treat me good but bear in my mind that till my very last breath I would try my very best to be a good friend and remember everyone of my friends that I've made throughout my life. Till then Whoda.S OUT.

She's my friend-to-school. She's a fooking early bird. She craps alot like me too. I wonder how many more choco waffles I'm gonna owe her.wee~

From "awak-awak kita-kita" kindda conversation we became this close. My first ever friend
I made with on my very first day in school. I still remember, she left me hanging on my own on my very first lunch break in school after promising me that she would take me down to buy my school shirt. She's emo, I ain't emocentric but I heart her still.

My very first hand experience with the slowest person ever. Despite her slowness she's one helluva person. She understands me. She's a science freak like me. She talks shit sense. She's a slowpoke but that doesn't mean I don't love her. 1 love to the slowpokes. haha

Thoughts of the Day
"My mom says if you love somebody or someone or something tell them and never regret over what you did when the outcome doesn't come your way. 'Cos at least you did push your blardy ego aside and make a shot..." Whoda.S step macam paham yet again.

2006-08-05T11:32:00.000+08:00

My current favourite song. Nice and very soothing to the ears. Especially at night. This number is strong enough to knock me out into a deep deep slumber. Really Lor~

Quote of the day:
"I may not have all the time in the world to wait for
Him but if He is worth the wait....why not~ " Yours Truly, Whoda.S

Embrace- Natures Law

I tried to fight the feeling, the feeling took me down,

I struggled and I lost the day you knocked me out,

Now everything's got meaning and meanings bring me down,

I'm watching as a screening of my life plays out.

Every day I fight these feelings,

For your sake I will hide the real thing,

You can run all your life or mine, I will chase...

You should never fight your feelings,

When your very bones believe them,

You should never fight your feelings,

You have to follow nature's law.

I'll live with never knowing, if knowing's gonna change,

I'll stop the feeling growing, I will stay away,

Like a broken record stuck before a song,

A million beginnings, none of them the one.

Every day I fight these feelings,

For your sake I will hide the real thing,

You can run all your life or mine, I will chase...

You should never fight your feelings,

When your very bones believe them,

You should never fight your feelings,

You have to follow nature's law.

I wrote her letters and tried to send them,

In a bottle I placed my hope,

An SOS full of good intentions,

Sinking, will you give in to me,

Don't make me wait,

You build me up, knock me down,

But I will stand my ground,

And guide this light that I've found.

You should never fight your feelings,

When your very bones believe them,

If you let them show you'll keep them,

I know you're hurt but soon you'll rise again,

again, again, again, again, again, again, again..

You should never fight your feelings,

When your very bones believe them,

You should never fight your feelings,

I have to follow nature's law.

2006-08-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hey there people..been so long ain't it. Sorry, been kindda tight up with school.
Today as usual my morning was kindda sleepy as I have to go thru 4 hours of IC prac.
Half an hour was spend doing experiment while the rest of the 3 n half hours i spent sleeping,chatting with my nenepoms and going in and out of class for toilet break.
I was suppose to undergo another 4 hrs of practical after my lunch break but we the nenepoms decided to skip it and have our long lunch break at seoul garden instead.

AT last tercapai jugak niat datin utk makan pat seoul garden with the nenepoms.
AS usual and I don't have to mention, we crap all the way.
With datin's straight to the face antics to lydia's selowwww antics. I love them very much. In fact I love all my friends very much regardless of the number of years i've known them. Sometimes i feel that I love them too much that I would risk my life for them.
No shits. Try me. You jump, I watch you jump.hahaha

The bottom line is sometimes, I tend to love my friends more then I Love myself.
Blardy hell but I still love myself more than ever lor,
Cos my ahma always say to me that we have to learn how to love ourself before loving others. Bullshiting in progress please feel free to cover your eyes or any holes
that might expose you to this shits.hahaha

To lydia aka selowww, you're one helluva girl. Despite your despacioness, you're good at talking shit sense. Yeah make sense kindda shits. I do believe that you have to give some but yet keep some too. Thanks for your two cents worth of thoughts. I'll bear that in mind.
And ya I got your back too, no worries.

Conversation of the day:

Between Datin Ida and CRUELA

"kau ni, aku tau la matair kau takde, tapi kau kan ade kawan pompan so romen je la ngan kawan pompan..."

The convo goes something like the above mention. I can't really remember the exact words Datin said. She loves to say this kind of shits. That is why I love her.

We love talking shit and we simply love each other. Nenepoms I heart you girls. mooooacks~

Try and guess what CRUELA is up to. Whoever with the right answer will either get a kiss from me or a choco waffle. HAHAHAHAH

me and my martian

2006-07-30T13:56:00.000+08:00

I was hooked by this song ever since Mek sang it to me.
It is by some indo band called Samson. YEsh I'm gonna dedicate this song especially to ET aka My Martian.

Many happy things happen to me this year, 2006. From what I realised, I've wasted my 2 years doing nothing but gain a wonderful year instead.

I manage to get my ass back into school this year and I am closer to
my friends whom I've known for more than 10 years but didn't have a
chance to be this close back then. I think he is my lucky charm.
Thank you my lucky charm, you have a very very special place in my heart and I think somehow you know that.

me any nenepomz

2006-07-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

me doing the thang I suck at most..Self-photo.
I ain't a photo phobic no more..yeahhaaa

Sleepy me and Cruela...

My love..da Nenepoms....

Pardon my not to so long hiatus..what the fuck is hiatus? been looking around people's blog and been seeing the same blardy word whenever they went MIA. I refuse to use that word cos I do not wanna step macam paham. haah But my bad I did use it eventually. This past few days has been great. Had a great time in school with my friends and my stress level is not even there as in its exceptionally low. On Tuesday, we the nenepoms skipped AC practical due to its acute boredom. We went to TM and eventually all of us ended up at Compass Point to chill.

Nice spot lor, we could see people burning paper money from where we are. haha Su meet up with her scandal or whatever she call him. First impression not really a matrep but somehow he is. He looks young but he is young. So we went to the library to chill cum study. As usual nenepom if together mana bleh blaja. All of us camwhore instead but I did manage to catch up on what i've missed during IC lesson. Su decided to meet up Is, while me just try out my luck to see whether ET is available for the day. Unfortunately he was availaible and so the other nenepoms asked me to asked him to come down.

He get to meet only lydia and Datin as Su already had left ealier on. The getting-to-know-ET session was not even half n hour and the two nenepoms decided to leave. Leaving me with ET. It was a wee bit awkward la at first, no denials but after that I kindda blend in beside that martian. hahah

To Ida THANKS many2 hor for the strepsil. Knowing that Im sick,with sore throat and all, she actually bought me strepsil. I am touch la. Really lor no kidding. I will be touched too if you spare me your very last piece of tissue for me to use when I'm in need to clear my bowels(kareb or better known as SHIT). I LOVE YOU many many lorrrr~

2006-07-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

Please do not make any random thoughts about the pic above.
The case above is still under investigation. It was during our LSP practical and I had to accompany CRUELA to get her goggle. So while I was away for awhile, someone's hand hor is so itchy and wrote that. Obviously it's not ET cos I dont think his hands are long enough to write that. That chipepek even got the nerves to add on to something that she had already written.

So gOOndOO still can write her name.So PERN lor.The culprit who wrote the stuffs above would be severely dealt with. However I think I already know who she is. I have to block out her name since she is still a minor. Hahah siak je minor, dah lepas legal age pon...cheebehhh

Conversation of the day:

Whoda: Kau ni janji boyan ar...
Farah: Boyan?..aku bukan Boyan aku India..

I felt like I've been slap in the face with a stinky wet
socks after what she said.
Wa Caya Sama Lu la Kakak.

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-07-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

I,Whoda sincerely and full heartedly, LOATHE Rich Bastards

who are so Fucking stuck up
and thinks that the whole Fucking world owes them a Fucking living.
They can jolly well take their Fucking thick wad of cash and

shove it up their hairy or non-hairy ASS.

Pardon my harsh words people but I just totally dissed this

bunch of mothafuckers.

I need you people to do me this simple favour.

If I were to be rich one day and my head starts to get big.
Thus slowly evolving into one of them, please feel to give

me a damn tight slap across the face to knock
some sense into me.

Better still, why not you just knock me down for good.
Thank you very much for your kind gesture,

it will be greatly appreciated by me.

Yours Truly,
Whoda. S

Before you guys start to think that I'm really pissed off,

let me chill you guys down by

singing this song:

"Semut semut sape sakit die dapat.."

Same girl, same ol shit. Dapat ape hor selowww?

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-07-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Howdy hoooo...despite feeling hot, roasted and pain, I am here to blog about yesterday's outing. We went to SEntosa as a class but not all of them turn up. However Our teacher became the new student for the day. Love her la cos she's freaking fun. SOrry to Lydia aka SElowww cos we had to peng her the meeting time so that she could come early.I was kindda shock when she picked up her phone when I gave her a wake up call because I was expecting her to be sleeping soundly.

However my judgement was wrong and unexpectedly she was the first one to arrived. We had a good laugh all day long thinking about it. Overall it was pure fun lor. After that me and the malay girls headed to LAu pas Sat for satay feast since Fala was celebrating her Birthday and also at the same time she treat it as a gathering for the 4pm campmates. Get to meet some of my camp mates but too bad the MAN who is none other than da SHIZZEL MANIZEL can't make it as he was sick. Got home really late and headed to bed as I have to work today..What a bummer..

Okay actually this past few days i've been looking through my rare collection of photos. As you know or don't know, I don't really self-indulge that much. Self indulge meaning taking self pic while feeling so full of myself that sort of thing. Maybe I'm just camera-phobic. MACAM PAHAM LORR>..So to cut this shit short, let me put up 2 photos and let you guys do the thing..see if there are any changes or whatnots..Cos i do believe that seeing is believing....so here goes....Tadaaaaa..
Pictures below are for real no editing or rediting were done.

Teachers' day last year.
(TheSO called BEFORE photo of me)

Yesterday at Lau Pa Sat
( The SO called After photo of me)

boliao

2006-07-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

Wah piang so mafan one.However since i've been tagged by kakak. Bo pianz lor. hahah
Here goes nothing...

Rules:
#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.(my bad cos i already did that)

#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours. ( i shall not comply to this rule cos I dont wanna bother my friends with this kindda mafan stuffs)

#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED TO DO THIS SHIT!!

Favourites...

Colors: Black, Orange and Army green....thats explain why my bloggy is in orange and black.
Food: Anything spicy and taste good
Song: Tears in heaven by Eric Clapton..All time favourite song dok..haha
Movie: The Village..although the storyline can be a wee bit confusing but I like and Constatine.
Season: Sunny cos I simply love the sun.
Favourite Day of the week: CAn i say everyday? Cos everyday tends to be my favourite day..hahah macam paham.
Favourite Ice-cream Flavour: Choco-Mint and chocolat for shizzle!

Current...

Mood: Sneezy due to the weather and whooda doodaly kinnda mood.
Taste: The green stuff that my mom made me drink..euugh
Desktop: Some Stencil I got from DeviantARt which says FREEDOM.
Toenail color: Au Natural
Time: 1406hr
Surrounding: Windy as I like to open the window big2,very pin drop silent as no one is at home and i can even hear my cat snoring.
Annoyance(s): Sneezy due to the weather and the green stuff that keeps me going to the loo.
Thought: My 2 swollen Fingers

First..

Bestfriend: Marlyna Melita..Miss you beb
Crush: Rusydi aka Didi..He's Cute okay and very good in art.
Movie: Ninja Turtle..yeah lame
Piercing: Maybe around 3 years ol.
Lie: Cant remember..haha
Music: Ibu by mamat...hahah kental
Car: you know the one where you have to put 20cents in to make it move.ya
but can't remember if its a lambo or ferrari...haha

Lasts....

Drink: That greenish looking drink that my mom made me drink.
Crush: ehem...macam biase jugak Martian aka ET
Movie seen: Scary Movie 4
Phone call: Mek for late night doggy cheese
Cd played: Some motivational shit my mom made me listen.
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: ya , many times..
Have you broken the law: yeah lots of time but lucky enough not to be caught.
Have you been arrested?: No no..
Have you ever skinny dipped: Im not even skinny so how could i skinny dipped in the first place.
Have you ever been on Tv: yeah Was on some health show..
Have you ever kissed someone you didnt know: Nope..you think im that boliao meh..

5 things you're wearing: My black lets rock shirt,black shorts, my glasses,bandage on my 2 lil fingers and not forgetting my fav boxers..

4 things you have done today: wake up , change room to sleep, then wake up again, shower..

3 things you can hear right now: Bangla washing the void deck, humming noise made by washing machine, and the tip tapping of my keyboard while im doing this shit..hahah

2 things you cant live without: Living things and material things.

1 thing you do when you're bored: Stare at the wall till the wall turns yellow.Try it, its fun when you're bored.

And for the 5 people...

NONE!!! hahahah

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2006-07-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

hola mi amors!!! Sorry la been quite busy with stuffs. Nowadays I people-watched alot. I watched and observed people ranging from the very young ones till the very tuek nak mampos ones. They kindda amused me somehow. Like for example, I was alone in the bus earlier on. I can't help it but to overhear or somewhat eavesdrop a loud conversation between a group of primary 5 student.

They were talking about some stuffs related to programming like Java and C++ shits. What amuses me is that at that age, they were already engaging in those kindda stuffs. They were like 10 or 11 years old and goodness I'm only exposed or rather reluctantly exposed myself to Java and what nots at the age of 17. See the age gap.I guess by the time they reach 17, they would be some pro programmers. Lucky bunch of bastards I must say.I could still remember vividly, my very first computer which my uncle gave it to me and it was big and bulky.

The letterings were in green and the printer was so freaking slow that I could pluck and count my dad's armpits hair while waiting for it to finish printing just the first blardy page.HAHA Sorry, pardon the plucking part,it ain't true actually. The next thing that makes me wonder is why do people always run whenever they reach City hall MRT as in switching train which is heading to Pasir Ris.

For example you were from Dhoby Ghaut and you're heading home to Pasir ris.Then there is this huge auntie behind you with two mahusive plastic bags in both hands.Upon reaching City Hall and once the MRT's door opens,With no courtesy at all to even say a simple "excuse me", She just BANG you from the back and run out out of the train just to have a greater chance of standing at the front of the entrance of the next coming train that is heading to Pasir Ris.In my heart I could only say POHKaYmon peh Auntie. Have you ever notice that. Is there some trophy or prizes meh, if you are the first one to reach the entrance? fook yew one kurrnerr la!

Typical Shinchiapor people lor.Btw my mom force down my throat this greenish drink which is so shitty-liked and shittily-taste.I read the labels and it said that it contains ORange and soya bean extracts. I didn't know that when you mix orange and soya beans we get green looking liquid. Pretty much like martians blood. eeeeuu! haha

My mom thought of bringing me to the clinic to xray my fingers cos its turning green and there is a small hump at the top. She fear I might break my little fingers.little abes dok..cheebeh kalau aku tau aku tak bukak kan pintu.hahah
Nevermind la at least Whooda dooda gets to save the day..

Quote of the day:
"kamus ade untuk cina jugak la...nama kamus tuh, kamoos...." Datin Ida
She's my all time crappo friend. I lup her many2 lor!

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2006-07-16T12:10:00.000+08:00

hheellloo..since cruela wants me to update,here I am. Sorry for not updating that frequent. Been rather busy with work. By the time I got my ass back home, I'm already feeling high and sleepy. To add on to that, I'm 3 fingers less. Not that I lose my 3 fingers, its just that I lose the abilty to use my the other 3 fingers. My midle finger and the ring finger is swollen like a freaking cheezze ball due to some suway door. Thanks to that lady for making me help her but get my fingers extra mahusive instead. Sometimes it doesn't pay to be kind.

The third finger is the pinky. It got cut by some broken bottle while I was throwing rubbish after work. I didn't even realise there was a cut. I only noticed it when all the blood had already dry up. Yeah all of this happen on the same hand and also on the same day. The Day I meet up with reen. hahah Btw Im gonna start my bike prac next week after endless procrastinating. Next week we gonna have our sentosa outing with jessy and the pussycats and some 4pm camp mates. Hopefully its gonna be a hot and sunny day so that I could get crispy and golden brown like a roasted chicken..hahah till then...

Quote of the day:
" ET have sexy eyebags... "
My all time favourite martian have extra mahusive eyebags and it turns me on..turn on abes dok.ET pon CUTE jugak pe. Big eyes, skinny and huge eyebags.hahahaha

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2006-07-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

Shagged....Sore throat aka rocker voice..Fooking sleepy...fooking backache that is still fooking pain ...Fooking miss my bed....fooking miss my cat...I miss mek....I miss reen..I miss ET.... and so fooking goodbye..

Quote of the day:
"Fook you one kuunerr... " Datin ida
This phrase nearly made me pee in my pants due to incessant laughing.

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2006-07-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Haloo there. Doing good people? Damn good ain't it. Im feeling oh so freaking pain. Same ol problem. Consulted someone and found out that it was some muscle strain on the verge of tearing. Yeah no wonder it hurts. It hurts so and real bad that I had to sleep like a Superman yesterday night. Can't tilt to the left cos that is where it hurts most. I had to force myself to school just now. Im even having second thoughts on going for the camp but since my friends has been constantly bugging me not to bubble them, I've decided to go.

All my things been nicely tuck in and pack. So I guess Im just gonna ignore this pain Im having like usual and enjoy the camp. Goodness I'm starting work next week and starting my bike practical too. Wah piang ehk..gonna be double G shagg.haha

yeah I think Im gonna stop blabbering for now. Im gonna be away for 4 days.I'll be back on Tuesday. Dont miss me aight people but Im so gonna miss you guys, especially that Martian with a broken ear stick. hahah Really lor not macam paham wan~

Quote of the day:
" Su keje as waitress pat kedai Cat.... "
Same ol girl who always and never fails to get on my nerves, yours truly selowww. First time aku dgr kedai cat pakai waitress. Mampis~

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2006-07-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

halo peepss..Doing good? Im freaking beat. Woke up late due to this aching pain on my lower back. I can't even bend down. Damn! I don't wanna go to the camp limping like an old lady. I Don't even know what makes it hurt so bad. Lydia I need your freaking service. That is the only time you seem to be a little bit more faster than usual.haha So tmr gonna meet up with my belo mates again where else if not for class. alrighty then gonna rest cos my back is aching yet again...Till we meet again..

Qoute of the day:

"You have the responsibility to be a dich head. How hard can that be? All you have to do is make sure your head is a dick, and it's attached to your neck. .." Patch Adams

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2006-07-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

From left: Nurul(me), Hasrul and Hazmi

My mom's pride and my pillar of strength. I seldom talk about my Siblings. We do fight most of the times but deep down only god knows how much we love each other. Me the devil's child and no I don't have a freaking triple 6 on my head, its just that I'm the naughtiest daughter of all. Despite being the only girl, I'm always the one up with mischief and got whip in the ass. My brother my mom's all time favourite boy who never ever gets the belt and lastly my younger brother the angelic one.

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2006-07-02T15:58:00.000+08:00

Hello, Happy Sundaying everyone and to my imaginery friends. HAha.
What a good morning to begin with since France manage to squeeze their puny ass into the Semi.
I was partially awake throughout the whole game. Part of me was already in Lala land when Mek
gave me a call. She started working at GV and the timing was a wee bit fucked up.

Got my ass out of bed and off we went to Macd to eat. Sorry I don't eat Breakfast at Macd.
Haha HAd a good laugh whenever I'm with her. She and her forever stupid jokes
that is up her sleeves. I heart her many2. Life's a bliss with your favourite people around you.

You don't need a lot of friends to feel blessed. For me 2 is alot as anything more than 1 is already alot .hahah
However I dont mind making more friends cos the more the merrier. WTF am I blabbering about.

Extracted from Reen's blog:

y when i was the one who suggests something but someone else got the credit..? and y someone else was mentioned when im the one constantly said consoling words..? and seriously.. wad is the impact i gave to u..? and to others in general..? am i easily forgotten..? or im someone who u will always remember...? and tell me something.. who am i to u..?

This kind of thoughts happen to crossed my mind this few months or so.
Sometimes I do wonder especially this phrase
" To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world "
True meh?
This sudden rush of thoughts would really affect you as whole you know.

Im not really a thinker or a feeler. Im kinda stuck in the midst of the two of them.
SOme thoughts suchas-I think of that person so frequently, like before I wake up to
a brand new day each day and also when I end the day to hit the sack but do they actually remember
or even think about my well being or do I even exist in their mind.

That is something for me to ponder about. Answers please?

Am I worth the existence? Am I a worthy friend? Am I a good friend?
Is there any Difference in your daily life if I didn't survive the 8mths my mom had to go thru?

These are some of the questions that has been bugging me. Sorry If I do happen to hurt any of you guys feelings.
I aint perfect. My bad~

My Say of the Day:
The 3 people I will think about without fail every single day of my freaking shagged life, before I snooze off and when I wake up in the morn. Other than my family members and God that is.
In sequence Mek, Reen and That Martian aka ET. No worries all I did was just pray for your happiness and well-being. I hope you pray for mine too, ain't asking much. Dont be surprise if you're one of the above cos its TRUE. Its freaking true Lor~

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2006-07-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hola muchacaz and muchachoz..Como esta? haha Pardon my spainish cos I don't even know what Im blabering about.
TOday I officially activated my holiday mode to full blast. Gonna enjoy every single day.
Things up on my mind are tanning, Sailing which I've yet to do for my NYAA, canoeing if I got the chance,
Movie with my all time favourite martian, Last and not the least my bike practical.
HOpefully by end of this year I am qualified enough to ride a decent bike.
Did some calculation and I'm just 2months away from reaching enlightenment, the peak of Nirvana.
Wish me luck. BTw yesterday finally get to meet up the martian. I think he had some problems with the spaceship while it
was on its way passing thru the earth atmosphere.Thankiu many2 for spending your after work time with me cos I know from the look on your face you're freaking SHAG. Step OKOK. Padahal2. Glad to meet you and at last I get to hear your ever so horsey laughter. Btw You look totally different with that formal dressing on but all in all you still look cute though. Really lor not macam paham one.
This is a sincere comment straight from Whoda's corazon. Ain't pulling your legs.
However jgn kembang hor nanti sluar koyak lagi, makin besar lor.hahahahahahah Harap2 die tak baca ni. mampis aku...hahaha
And to Reen, I hope I did made your day yesterday.
Thanks for accompanying me and eliminating the awkwardness that I initailly felt when I was
with that martian.
I love seeing people laugh to my stupid jokes aka stupidity, Its a joy to see you smile and laughing to my beloness.
I heart you my the other half. Without you I'm just half, like a cup half full.

Quote of the day:
" eh.....asl kau spell sack as sek ar? "
Another blardy sickening question by none other than yours truly, seeeelowww.
Mampis~

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2006-07-01T14:17:00.000+08:00

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

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2006-06-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

Uploaded a new song. Not really uploaded just borrowed from youTube. Am abit lazy to upload my own song to the server. So here goes my current favourite song, its quite an old number by Howie Day. Nice Husky voice he got there. Btw I think I uploaded this song before. Ya so enjoy the song and do listen to the lyrics closely. Chao~

Quote of the day:

\System failure, please try again later. (that means don't have la bodoh.hahahaha)

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2006-06-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

Weeeelllowww....Im feeeling so high today. So high up in the sky.
As usual school was super Fun. Class started at 1, I had ample time to gobble down the chocolate waffle
that I bought from the cafe. However that waffle made me feel fucking full.
So No more waffle for me in the next few months or so.
Tomorrow will be the day, 2.4 that is. Sure die one lor. Its either I'm gonna walk all the way or cheong all the way.Haha
My freaking injury is back. My right knee is throbbing like hell. Ohh no.
Sure die one lor.Hahaha. Btw I was suppose to meet that Martian but last minute had to cancel it
since he's busy making plans to attack planet earth. Haha
So Earthian be prepared the Martians are coming. Let's prepare our battle against the blardy martians. Die Martians Die!

Quote of the Day:
" Whoda kau marah pat aku ehk.....? "
The constant crap I will get from Cruela whenever I'm quiet throughout the lecture.
Kau kalau tanye aku lagi confirm aku akan marah kau nye. No worries la aku lup sama kau.
BtW masin2 la selalu ye mulut kau.Hahaha

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2006-06-29T11:14:00.000+08:00

Rise and shine Angels. I had a blardy good sleep yesterday. Class started late today and I have the opportunity to wake up late.hahah Woke up with a major throbbing in my head. Maybe thats what happen when you have too much of a good sleep.

I had a great time yesterday with my belo classmates.We were in the COmp Lab.When I notice someone was slowly tagging on my blog. Im like just a few feet from her and I could see from the speed she's typing, cannot make it liao. hahah

We had our so called mini Dumbass MSn chat on my tagboard. Freaking hilarious. Some were just sitting right across me and still tags me. WTF~ Nevermind all that but I freaking LOVE them all. See I do shows my love to my friends but only not in the form of physical touch. hahah Okay got to hit the showers or I'll be late for class.Till we meet again...

Quote of the Day.
"Sek tu ape ar...? "
I don't have to tell you who would ask this sickening question yet again hor.
Now I can use my all time favourite phrase that is " Itu maciamz OHKEHHH~ "

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2006-06-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

Heyllow....goood day people~ Was so freaking beat today. Fell asleep on the couch with the tele on and some people could just stare at me and not wake me up. BTW I had my practical test for Analytical Chem today and I was in the freaking last group since I'm the 43rd student.

Did dilution and had to answer some easy questions by Ng. After the test I met my fellow nene poms who were kind enough to wait for me at the library. Datin Ida as usual, she hogs the comfy cushion seat like her own blardy bed and sleeps like a sleeping beauty who would never wake up. She's good at managing her sleeping time ley.

Absolutely NO denials to that. Every morning in the bus she would always encourage me not to waste my time and sleep before the bus reaches school. She would always be the one sleeping or just putting her head on the table. Sleeping goddess of the month and the months to come shall be Datin IDa. SAlutessssss~OKay Lor, I'm gonna snooze now. Im already dozing off while typing this shit. Later~

Quote of the day.
"Prawn behind the stone tu ape ar..? "
A Blardy sickening question asked by none other than our favourite girl, SeeeeeLLLooww. No wonder she's allergic to prawns. LOL

wahahaha

2006-06-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

hellow...goood day people. I had a bloody great weekend. Spend my time with my oh so joyful and crazy buddy, mek.Went over to her place to chill. AS usual lor we talk cock sing song and play mahjong all the way. She helped me put on eyeliner on my eyelids.
Wahlao totally not me lor. I've never wear make up and never will I.
I just wanna be simple and natural. Plain ol Jane that is.
I totally look so different with the eyeliner on.
Look at the photo below for further reference..hahah

Just now, in school I was somewhat hyper than usual.

As usual in between LSP, went out with Cruela to have our caffeine break. Heaven Lor~

I miss my kopi susu days. The aromatic smell of the coffee could just turn me on. haha

Lab Maths was fun too, didn't know that our maths lect is that boliao.

In other word school is never fun without my beloved belo classmates n fun lecturers, period.

Got a few comments regarding my entry down below. The moronic entry by me. Didn't know that such moronic entry could make you people laugh. It was unintentional, everything was impromptu.hahaha Really not really but really. hahah see im confused yet again. blardy hell.

Well to Mr Yus, my all time favourite martian , you dont have to explain yourself yet again. Didn't you just made that explaination earlier on. It just that I don't want all this shit to affect our friendship la. Thats all. To tell you the truth la, I miss your presence and company.

Please hor im pushing my blardy ego aside just to say all this. My friends who knows me well, do knows that I dont usual say this kind of stuffs. But please next time if you are preoccupied with something, please excuse yourself nicely or have the decency to at least say that you're busy. That will at least put my mind at ease and on the other not making me a waiting fool.

Im not angry as you know it is sucha waste of time to be angry.So yeah thats about it. Thank you! Please come again! hahaha~

Quote of the day.

"Good Die !.."

Thats how aussies pronounce Good Day.What a good day to die. haha

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2006-06-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

okay... read something from my fellow nene poms blog..that cruela the forever-emo-feeling-but-yet-crazy-at-heart girl lor who else. She mentioned about some puppy love thingy. I dont even know what's puppy love when I was 14 or 15. I might be lying if I said I don't know what it means . Somehow roughly la I do know about it but I just can't be bothered I guess, busy making friends rather than boyfriends.

Like what Bernice said, guys are bunch of morons. However don't get me wrong not all guys are moron, some are just partially-moronic..hahahah I may not have the knowledge on cinta anak anjing or whatever but I do open my eyes and ears wide enough to know about it. People mistook that falling in lup at a tender age of 13 or 14 are just some luurrvee like some puppy getting in love with another puppy. FOR me hor, its 75% true.

Like for example some people, they lasted for 5 years and counting. For some, they just fall out along the way due to some moronic reasons.hahah

Taken from cruela's blog
The orignial version:

till now i couldn't make myself feel at ease. your presence is the only thing i missed. never was there a time which i had hated you. day by day, i have loved you. strong emotions runs through my veins & the only thing i want now is you. baby, please come back to me. i need you. i need you so. love, i want you.

Whoda's very own moronic version:

I rephrase it to suit my what do you call it?Nvm just fill in the blanks for me after the word my.

till now i couldn't make myself feel at ease(partially true) . our smses and movie sessions are some of the things i missed. never was there a time which i hated you. (true,ape ni benci2,tuhan marah tau)day by day, i have LIKED you even more but now unwillingly its fading. strong emotions used to run through my veins & the only thing i want back then was your presence.~~baby~~(baby ke hape dah tua nak mampos pon panggil baby,hahaha) , please don't put your back on me. (kalau tak paham, it means don't avoid me) i dont really need you. i need you but not really.(ini part gua dah confused beb,hahah) if you want me, i dont want you but i still do like you. I really do.

hahah..funny shits, just compare the original one and my version. Yala if you know about it then you know la. I don't wish to share it here. Right anot mek? Mek and Reen are the ones, that been giving me the strength to cross over this rather short but quite high hurdle. For now I'm just gonna enjoy my singlehood baybeh. Maybe one day some prince or alien or martian or whatever might just sweep off my feet like how He did. That one later can talk lor~

Quote of the day:
"Nak pegi mana ni, pegi mampos..." mek the great

camwhore

2006-06-24T02:52:00.000+08:00

Some pics professionally taken by our personal and very the talented abes photographer, Datin Ida or sexually known as BeLo. very the sek hor~hahaha jgn marah hor, nanti kena jual lor..hahaha cheers~

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2006-06-24T02:31:00.000+08:00

welllow~ Cant get to sleep. Despite my room being dark just like I like it, its just too chilly for me to sleep.Another thing is due to my ah ma constant coughing I can hardly get a shut eye.

Poor her, been coughing since donnoe when. My mom too is down with cough and fever. As for me I'm fully recovered. Maybe i just push myself too far the other day during napha and thats why I'm sick.

Yesterday only slept for mere 2hrs or less. Mek as usual came over to chill at my crib. ME and mek = lots of crapping and lots of laughing. I had to entertain her so I postponed my revision to the wee hours. Half way thru my IC notes, I just gave up and hit the sack without realising that I'm left with only just 2hrs to sleep.

However I think I did my best for the test. The theory part can go to hell ar.hahah

Ya so tomorrow gonna hit the tracks. Let see whether my semangat is just for 2 minutes or not like what someone assume. No doubt la, I can't help it with the fact that I do procrastinate at TIMES.kla gonna stop here, my brain kindda hit a deadend somehow..till then nene pomz roX!

Quote of the Day
"Nasib baik ET takda...." A stupid and embarassing act by Datin Ida while in the lift.

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2006-06-20T17:18:00.000+08:00

weellloowww~..just got back from my crapping session with my belo mates.Crappy bunch of maddo girls who could kiss my pain GooooDbye~.Im physically and mentally drenched out. My whole body is aching like as if i've been stepped by a big ass momma. My head feels like a time bomb which could explode anytime from now. No shits, I still have go thru another weekoOz and then im free to fly. Damn Napha test,cos' of it ,I woke up with an aching back.I thought i was the only one experienceing the same "side effect" since its been 2 years i last did it. My mates too had the same problem. Everyone were in a sleepy mood during IC prac. WAs not in the mood to even hold a pen. I got out with giler in between class to have a caffeine break. oohhhh heaven dok~ ya i think im not in the right mind to blog...till then...

Quote of the day
"I am Sleepy, very sleepy... "

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2006-06-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

howdy doooo~ I'm not gonna blab like usual but I would like to share a song that is stuck to my head for quite sometime now.

Its The adventure by the angels and airwaves.

If you love blink 182 you will love this number by them too.

The lead singer used to be from Blink 182 who is none other than Tom DeLonge.
This song goes out to all my buddies out there.

Remember peeps life is like a thrill ride, so behave yourself and enjoy the ride. Later..~

The Angels and Airwaves

I wanna have the same last dream again,
the one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know,
my dearest friends,
even if your hope has burned with time,
anything that's dead shall be re-grown,
and your vicious pain, your warning sign,
you will be fine.

Hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.

Any type of love - it will be shown,
like every single tree reach for the sky.
If you're gonna fall,
I'll let you know,
that I will pick you up
like you for I,
I felt this thing,
I can't replace.
Where everyone was working for this goal.
Where all the children left without a trace,
only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all.

Hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.

I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me

Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me),
and here we go, life's waiting to begin (do this with me).
Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me).
And here we go, life's waiting to begin,
life's waiting to begin

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-06-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

Howdy doooo~ Got bitten by the blogging bug lately so that explain why im here blogoging away. This week has been a great week for me. Learn New things and loving it. School life never been this great cos I just love the atmosphere and the feeling whenever I wake up each morning knowing that I got classes to attend to or friends to meet in school.

Been seeing familiar faces in school since most of them were in the same secondary school as me but can't really remember their names.By the way, I got back my first ever test result after being in ITE Simei for 2 weeks or so. It was laboratory maths and I did pretty well for it.

Im quite happy for it as its been 2 years since I touch on Maths and what nots and I was left far back, around 3 weeks or so as I joined the class 3weeks after its commencement. No denials that the past 2 Weeks had a been hell for me. Super tired and super brain-shagged due to stuffing my pea brain with 3 whole weeks of stuffs. However all the shits I have to go thru pretty paid off lor.

BTW a friend of mine,that kanasai and me kindda got ourselves addicted with this bird phrase "5 birds please" and please say that in an Indian accent. Thanks to Richard gere,his Indian tour guide, his visa and also his birds for making us addicted to that phrase.doo doo doooooo~ doo doo doooooo~ doo doo doooooo~ doo doo doooooo~

To end this I would like to share a quote(and again please say this out loud in Indian accent):
"More birds,more luck.."

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-06-15T11:14:00.000+08:00

ELO!! After a month or so of not blogging, here I am. Sorry for the long disappearance. And to Su giler aka kanasai girl ni arh aku dah update hor for kau nye sake..hahah. Okay what have I been up to lately. Many things happened while Im on my way to reach my double digits. First things first, Im back in school. After so much trying and sleeping and drooling ,the one and only reliable school accepted me, is ITE Simei.

I guess all the "Polyclinic" have an issue with an Ex poly. I shall not talk about this or else I might get sued or something. However I'm glad to say that all in all, life in ITE has been great. Got myself into a clique in just within a week and they were hellluva fun. They were the ones who make me wake up early in the morning just to go to schoo.l(some people may know that im not an early bird who wakes up early in the morning) Their forever chippepeks antics will always make me laugh like a mad cow.At last I got into a course which interest me and deals with chemistry and counting moles not people's mole.haha I hope that my days in ITE would be an enjoyable one.

Okay step aside..Now i would like to venture into some things that i seldom or doesn't even touch on usually when i blog..To this person if He happens to read my blog but I dont think He could due to some technical problems. yesh maam its a He. I just would like to say that Im sorry that I misinterpreted your kindness and good nature for something else. I seldom got that kind of treatment from guy so that explains it all. Im truly sorry and I hope whatever that had happened it would not destroy or change your impression of me. I still do wants us to be friends Cos you know, you are my movie partner..hahah YA so this childish matter shall end my blog entry for today. Got a class to attend later so gotta hit the showers..till then whooda doooda day signing off...Au revoir~

Fav quote of the moment by reen:
Cow fly over the moon, i hope to see you soon.

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-04-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

okay i would like to share a poem that i happen to bump upon on my friend's friend blog who happened to encounter some same ol shit.
if you happen to wonder,neither am I in love nor am i heartbroken. Like the term says sharing i s loving so that here goes nothing..

This heart knoes no peace but only pain,
Broken worlds with nothing to gain,
Bitter sorrows full of stain,
Watched me die, watched me Slain,
Your promise unkept, as you lay me a trap,
Spun in horror , Spun in fear,
No remorse for his drop of Tear,

A selfish dream for this selfish fool,
He's used yet again like a set of tools,

He wished he could, he wished he might,
A prayer strong he is tonight,
Take on fate and make things Right,
Day or night rest assured he will fight,

Blessed upon this Curssed Knight,
Curssed to never see the Light,
Blame me not for i have tried,
2 years of joy all that i've cried,
I miss the kisses, i miss the hugs,

Addictive they are to that of drugs,
Sentenced to death, The King's Decree,
Murder he did in the first degree,
Its not oblivious for one to see,
It is he who fights for the love of She,
Hate me not, love you more,
You HEART me Not to settle a score,
Sworn to oath not to your will,
Agreed with me that's not much of a thrill,

Would it be an honour to sit by the one you truly cared,
An oppurtunity which, i wished i had,
Promise kept to the missing Dead,
2 years have passed since we both first met,
The month of December one Peaceful night,
Bright glassy eyes with a flawless smile,
Your fashion sense never out of style,
Bold and Kind are the strengths on your stride,
Your flow of energy , is always high tide,

Remember remember the 24th of December,
A nightmare that painfull i shall never forget,
Something i Dread or Did You Forget?
I speak not to hurt you but only to Heart You,
We both knew,What we shared was Deep and True,
Deeply isolated, time passes by,
The flow of a river the drift of the sea,
Those beautiful memories live in me,
I didnt leave you if that was your question,

Constantly supporting you like a cushion,
Whats done is done, it can never be undone,
i come to bring you this nice warm sun,
Don't judge my understanding, for what im becoming,
All this comes as part of your own doing,
Worry you not, make haste neither,
Our friendship is still here,
That's ours to Foster,
Someday somehow i wish i might,
i wish you well upon a star tonight,

Under the clear skies one day we'll fly our kite,
I'll put away my silly pride,I have too much love for you at Sight,
Take me with you my White Blinding Light,

By Cyrofila

nasi pukol mati

2006-04-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

hola! im back for some april fool shits.hahah.. nah ok lets get straight to the point here..Today woke up early for morning jog as usual. I went to this running track near my place for a jog instead of the usuals due to my laziness. Run till my legs went jelly and headed home to have a warm bath. Went back to sleep for a while and woke up at the sound of my hp. It was mek... meet her at 10 to accompany her to settle some stuffs and off we went for our first meal of the day. Had indian cuisine at tekka today and it was so damn nice lor after which we headed to lavender to make her IC done and all that shit. Decided to drop by beach road for a miny shopping spree but before that we clear our throat with a cup of freshly made sugarcane juice..supershiokness..bought 2 shirt and a bermuda..and mek being mek who is super fickle only bought a few stuffs..she was the one who initiate the idea of going there to shop but in the end I was the first one to bought something.After that we headed home cos mek had to fetch her younger sister who is so cute..I bet shes gonna be one hot stuff when she grows up..ok thats about it for today..till then.. chao~

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-03-29T08:40:00.000+08:00

Rise and shine...My blog looks like a ghost town..no more new tags except from the owner herself. By the way just got back from morning run. After endless procrastinating, at last I actually did it. Im still drench in sweat right now. While waiting for my body to cool down, I've decided to write an entry. It was suppose to be a date jog but I guess my friend is too tired or didn't hear the alarm or shut the alarm down and went back to sleep. Any of the above mention possibilities..haha jangan takot aku tak marah. At least im not procrastinating any more. haha takpe Limit on Thursday kau belanja aku air lychee with extra lychee. itu macam OHKAY..haha okay im feeling so fresh now. I can feel every muscle in my body streching and shouting "wah piang eh at last she did it" as it's been awhile since I had a long jog. My definition for a long jog varies from a 20min run to 45min.hahaha...missed those day when I had to wake up early in the morning for OPC training. Morning PT was always a dread to me cos we had to run 5K and usually before we even reach a point where we had to turn and run back to school my calf would already cried for mercy. After that we still had to do Circuit which we usually do without the exact amount. Our seniors would always tekan us by saying" alright we gonna do some push up or some swimmers" instead of the normal routine of saying the amount before actually doing it. The most sickening and annoying thing is when we had to start counting back from zilch whenever everyone stops counting. Can you imagine doing 50 leg lifts and then had to start back from 0.Try it and you will know. But to me only 2 Words can describe it- Super Shiok. So that's why each time after Sat training I would fall flat and sleep regardless where I am, in the toilet, on the sofa or anywhere. Despite all the tough trainings, I still came back for more cos the seniors and members were totally great bunch of people. We clicked very well even though we are of different races. Missed my days spend at ledang, the time when I fell and rolled down missing the edge of a cliff by mere 5feet and then standing up brushing off my knees as if nothing happened while Mas laughed at me. Answering nature call in the middle of the forest while keeping a look out for wild boar. Memories la beb..way so nice right.how I wish I could turned back time... I think I better stop here before I blab uneccesarily..time to hit the shower..till then au revoir

haha

2006-03-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

ok since Im so free, i've decided to blog today. What have i done so far? nothing significant though..just mere slacking and what nots. Mek been coming over to my place quite often to chill with me..Lucky she stays a block a way from me. At least there's someone to crap with early in the morn. Since i have ample time to blab, let me do the honour of telling about a friend of mine, Masrifah but I prefer calling her Mek. We've been friend since primary school days. Met her when we were in the same tuition class back then at the RC near our place. Wasn't close to her but we did played catching together though everytime our tuition ends if im not wrong.(no wonder i did badly for my pri sch exams) hahah
no denials though. My primary school days was filled with 100% enjoyment which frequently ended up with scoldings that lead to beatings by my dad most of it. From belts to clothes hangar to cane and from green chilli to cili padi, i've tasted them all. Im like the only one among my siblings that have tasted all that. Maybe i'm just a naughty little girl because all that ended when i've reached sec 1. Puberty stage, what do you expect right. Thus becoming a more matured and sensible girl. Okay lets stop all this bullshit and go back to mek. ok fast forward a lil bit. We went to the same Secondary school after that but yet we're not close still as she was in the express stream and i was in the NA stream. However we get into the same class when she descended into my stream.haha and till now we're friends. She's like the longest friend ever. A friend who could tolerate my constant crapping and I in the other hand too, have to tolerate to her constant crapping. We would always ended up laughing to either each of our own craps. She's a good very friend and so I would like to dedicate today's entry to her. Friends forever mek..kental sak aku..macam time primary school pulak mase tulis otograp book..haha..but don't worry to all my friends out there I do love you peeps..especially people who have been with me from 2A till 5A..Miss you guys..and to wani and reen this thursday eh jadi jangan tak jadi dok..and also my so called date with Yus and Hidayah next week which is yet to be confirmed same also jadi jangan tak jadi...hahaha...BTw Yus is a new friend of mine and he looks like E.T. Really no joke..hahahaha.kla enough of my crap for today..till then...au revoir

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-03-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

Lazy.lazy and lazy.my current mood for blogging.sorry for not updating for a long long time. like i said, i don't feel the itch yet.haha.okay so whats been happening lately.hmm got a job at swisshotel. Thos SB.i'm stationed at the pushcart near the lobby.Say hi to me or buy kopi from me if you guys happened to see me there.haha..life been good and very good..problem free...good life= no problem.but whats been bugging me is the posting result..Is it gonna be RP or NYP...wish me luck mates...kla i think thats all for now..my hands are a bit weak from all this typing..haha..i'll update again in let say monkey or donkey years time...haha..k chao...

Just another one..

2006-01-30T13:23:00.000+08:00

This will be just another random post about what I did the day before...

So yesterday was CNY, first and foremost I would like to wish all my Chinese friends a Happy Lunar New year. Ok yesterday I went over to hid's place to chill. Time check at that moment 1030am. That was the 2nd time we meet up early in the morning(early cos its sunday for god sake) . The last was 9am and we were suppose to go to the gym but this clever friend of mine wore flip flop to the gym. I mean I don't actually mind if the gym belongs to my father or grand father.hahaha. We ate Macd for breakfast. My first ever breakfast at Macd in the year 2006.Ya lame but its true I don't eat MacD for breakfast. Along the way ate 711 mash potato and the bus arrived just in time while I was half way taking my own sweet time savouring the mash potato. Reach hid home ate our breakfast with her sis since her parents are away for Haj. Then followed by a mini movie marathon. First up memoirs of a geisha and followed by monster in laws in which I didn't really follow 'cos I was too busy and engross reading hid's collections of SMS. YA I just don't understand why she loves collecting this kind of stuffs and to name a few like SMS in her inbox,library fines,emails in the inbox.hahah if you know what I mean. Ya okay so had spaghetti for lunch while continuing munching on some chips. yada yada nighttime came had our prayers all that and continue hogging on to the computer till its time for me to drag my ass home. Reach home online again chat with a new friend and huda.Time check 3am I hit the sack..Sleep la bodoh..haha..so thats all for now..my mind is kinda blankout right now...later..

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-01-22T11:24:00.000+08:00

Guess what went to town again yesteday and yesh I am getting sick of it. As usual Kim being the nak-berak-itu-time-nak cari-toilet kind of person messaged me while I was lazing around after a tiring day of marketing with my mom. There was this Lime flea market she wanted to go to and its near this vacant spot beside cine. I thought the stuffs at the flea market suppose to go at flea prices but I was wrong. Kim bought 2 necklaces I think for like 34 buckeroos. While walking mek called, I asked her whereabout and she was on the way to work so decided to meet her up. Found out that its been a year since the both of them last met and mek treat us a choco cookie from mark and spencer cafe. Alamak so nice. The choco just melt in my mouth and it was so sweet can potong kaki.hahaha..Then it rains so decided to head home since Kim going for the jam and hop at TP but I think she didn't go at all. So thats it..for now..going out for a pool session with Hid later on..till then adios...

*nak-berak-itu-time-nak cari-toilet kind of person- Last minute person
*so sweet can potong kaki-Very very very sweet.

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2006-01-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

OK as requested by emily and ling, I've decided to write something today. Ok what happened yesterday? Let me see...
During lunch time went out with Hidayah and her friend As, if I'm not wrong to Arab street. She was searching for something to wear for some mendaki thing. Her Friend brought us to this
2nd hand clothing shop called THE HOUSE OF JAPAN and you could actually tell the shop by just smelling it. hahaha really no joke. Lots of used clothing ranging from blazers, jeans, shirts to t-shirts, jumpers, agogo skirts so if you guys are into vintage clothing do hop on there. Okay so after that yada yada went to bugis street, Hid bought another shirt there and off we went home. I thought of dropping by her house since her parents are away for haj but too bad she had to go to her cousin's crib after that. Reach home around 530 and then mek message me just at the right time and ask me out to go towning with her. First stop Heeren but nothing much there except for that missing show host which mek was like so smitten over with. She just went dumb out of sudden.(sorry mek no pun intended). Decided to go to FEP after that and did some mini shopping spree there. I got myself some ear studs, cheng tng and a watch. It's been a long time since I had such a long walk and talk with mek about her BGR thing so its kind of worth it going out to town yet again even thought I'm deadbeat. She is one funny girl and her laughter is so freaking contagious. After yakediyaking for some time and lots of walking, we decided to call it a day and went home..reach home, time check 1030pm

2006-01-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok this will be a quick one. I will not be blogging for some time. I will blog again if i were to feel the itch again..haha so for the meantime just enjoy the song that i have just uploaded...till we meet again...yours truly whoda.

wohoo

2005-12-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

Hello sorry for leaving this blog left unattended. AS usual la no mood to blog. BTW last Friday Wani and me went to the Creative fest . I bought a mp3 to replace my the other mp3 which was still usable but due to some problem, I decided to pass it down to my younger brother. I'm quite satisfied with my new mp3 which is well equipped with a voice recorder, FM and all that. Then on Sunday went out with Hid to get her results but too bad the place was close. WTH it was Sunday for god sake. So we went to pavillion to play pool as Ive already promised to give her a treat. She played well during the first game always tycoing. However the second game till the last I conquer all of it . Good game btw. I kind of get distracted during the first game due to the loud techno music they played but after some time I kind of adapt to the surroundings. Im kla I think thats all for now..I promise I'll update as frequent as I can..Till then...adios

wohhaa

2005-11-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

The time now is 1:2am.ya it is and I'm waiting for the OC season 1 to start. I think chan 5 been airing it for the past few weeks and yah its a repeat. I still remember the lonely and sleepless nights when I was suffering from difficulty in sleeping aka a nocturnal animal, those repeat shows was my all time partner. aiya but I missed yesterday episode due to my advance recovery from my sleeping sickness so I cant stay awake. Previously, falling asleep after 12am is a difficult task for me what else 2am but now I have to force my eyes open in order to wake up at 1am. BTW on wed, I went out to play pool with Hid(since she call me hud, I will call her hid) after donnoe how many years of not playing. I think the last time was after my Os and during my Os.hehe.I still can remember clearly as to how I first learn how to hold the cue and shoot the cue ball..holding the cue is already so difficult so what else shooting the cue ball with it. and so as to how I totally hate it when Alfred always asking me to the hit the damn ball which I can't even shoot. However I think I should thank him la for teaching cos I think now ,I can say that IM quite Ok with the game depending on who Im playing with. kla I think thats it for now la..till then adios

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2005-11-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

Halooo again.gee I've not been updating that frequent. The gap between each of my entries varies from 1 week to 2 days to 1 month.hah I guese its due to my mood as sometimes I'm in the mood to blab and write but somitmes I'm not. Ok so what have I done all this while..firstly ME,emily and ling adopted a virtual pet each. Me adopted a LAma, Ling a Hedgehog and Emily a Pig. haha my Lama quite lame.It only can make stupid noises and turn around its head when u hover your mouse around it. Whereas emily's u can feed it and even bath it..haha .. up next is my bloody pay..That person still owe my pay...tomorrow Im going to that place and scold the hell out of them. Come on la you guys bring in like 20 gees to 30 gees out of each people who attend your classes and now you can't afford to pay my salary which is only 63 buckeroos..so get ready huh tomorrow cos I'm a person who seldom gets nasty. But If i do...

*________________persistent derangement. extreme foolishness. folly.

2005-11-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

hello again..Btw Selamat hari raya to all..SO today started our first hari raya visiting.Only covered 3 houses around Tampines and simei as we only went off ataround 6pm due to my parent's working hours. Every houses we went there are always things to comment on. My uncles and cousins said that I'm taller since me and my younger brother had already pass our parent's height and also I can't deny the fact that Im getting fatter. I think its already a hint that I have to lose those excess weight before I reach the age 20 or 21 or else it will be harder to do it by then. OOkla i think that all for now..have to browse some of my friend's blog before turning in as tomorrow I will be out visiting again..till then goodnight peeps..

Im back...

2005-10-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back after so long of not blogging(6 days to be exact).Actually been rather busy helping my mom baking raya goodies.Me and my mom only made suji,cornflakes,choco chips and makmur this year.Not so much though but my mom will be ordering lots of kerepeks. Sorrry ar ling for not being able to watch the anime together as you know raya is around the corner so I have lots of things to prepare. Maybe I'll pack some of the kueh for you all la if we happens to meet after raya. Im not totally off yet as there are lots of things that need to be done. I'll update again if I
have the time.Ok till then...bye

back to normal

2005-10-21T08:37:00.000+08:00

Good morning people!! First and foremost I would like to say that my biological clock is back to it's normal setting. I can now sleep like a log at night and wake up early in the morning like what normal people does. Now no more late nights movie marathon or hogging on the computer for hours to make my eyes shut.So now my only problem is solve. By the way yesterday I was hook to the tele due to the live telecast on the funeral of the Malaysia first lady who died of cancer.
I didn't know that she had cancer all this while as she was seen heavily involved in charity works and also busy promoting and introducing the Songket to the world. She look healthy and sickless.(is there such a word?)I found out that she's been undergoing chemo and treatment for the past three year. To conclude all this, what I can say is that she is a fighter. I would like to express my deepest condolence to the fellow Malaysian for their great lost. May she be put among the good people. Till then I'll end my crappo talk here and some phrase for you to ponder upon...Bye

Live your day today as if tomorrow is your last..

MODEST MOUSE

2005-10-20T06:02:00.000+08:00

Good News For People Who Love Bad News

MODEST MOUSE

WORLD AT LARGE

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.

If the world's at large, why should I remain?

Walked away to another plan.

Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.

I move on to another day, to a whole new town with a whole new way.

Went to the porch to have a thought.

Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.

You don't know where and you don't know when.

But you still got your words and you got your friends.

Walk along to another day.

Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.

We'll float on maybe would you understand?

Gonna float on maybe would you understand?

Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.

I like the autumn but this place is getting old.

I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.

It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.

The days get longer and the nights smell green.

I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.

They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.

Walked on off to another spot.

I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.

Did I want love? Did I need to know?

Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.

Adding their breeze to the summer nights.

Outside, water like air was great.

I didn't know what I had that day.

Walk a little farther to another plan.

You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.

But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.

My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.

My thoughts were so loud.

fickle

2005-10-19T10:22:00.000+08:00

Souncheck:The WhiteStripes-Fell in love with a Girl

Pardon my ficklemindedeness. This will be the 3rd attempt.haha It just don't feel right , whenever I viewed my previous blog's skin. I just got the urge to change the blogskin to something that will makes me feel right. The problem is, I still prefer black coloured background. So I had choosen this. So I hope this will be last and I will not change it again. So what have I done lately as usual normal routine. Since its the fasting month, I have to be the wake up caller. I will promptly wake up at 4am or 5min after 4 to wake the whole family up for sahur then bla bla bla 7am feed the stray cats then watch some news till I doze away. Today nothing much to do since I already did a loadfull of laundry yesterday. Btw I'm thinking of taking my bike license after raya . I know I've said this lots of time but still i did'nt do it but what to do now since my ah ma is sick so have to sacrifice my time. Anyway hopefully by the end of raya insyaallah I will. Therefore for now I need to save up for the enrollment fee and all.I think thats it for now till then..adios

just another day

2005-10-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

A rose by any 0ther name would still smell as sweet~
Soundcheck: John Mayer-Daughter

Ok this will be the 2nd skin of the month. khaireen let me correct you , I said hopefully the previous skin will last. So HOPEFULLY this skin will last haha. So today went marketing with my mom. Yeah sometimes wet market are the best la can get cheap deals there. ya So today break fast at home like usual and my mom cook mee bandong...so Okla gonna watch a concert on indo chan..better log off now before my big bro comes home or else my comp will have the no time to cool down...btw Ling I downloading full metal Alchemist now but so far only 2%..haha..kla till then whoda out of here...

at last

2005-10-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

Pardon my long absence. Its all due to the change in my biological clock which force me to be a nocturnal animal for a while. Due to the switch in timing, I have difficulty sleeping at night and thus make me super duper sleepy in the day. So what have I been doing lately. I have to postpone my fast on the first day till god knows when due to some Girl thing. Damn I so wanted to fast la.haha Nevermind the day will come. As usual been staying at home being the so called maid. Not maid actually, Im like a supervisor and what does supervisor do? Supervise people right.Yaa but in this situation I had to supervise my grandmama. Make sure she does not do all the daily chores like taking the clothings out to dry and all that. Im bless to have a grandmama like her. She practically does everything like the laudry, the cooking and thus leaving me out with nothing to do. Sometimes she can't even sit still without doing anything. Like for example now she being sick(but still can walk around) and all she still wanna help me do the laundry and all. I think she is used to doing work all her life thats why. I don't think I can ever stop her la. I think thats all for now..E remember our date tomorrow. We are going over to S saloon to have our hair cut..haha till then whoda out

Selamat berpuasa

2005-10-04T18:03:00.000+08:00

Ok im here after so long of not blogging. Well tomorrow will be the first day of the holy month, Ramadhan. I will try to fulfill it with all my heart. I will make sure that prayers will be a number one priority during this holy month. I hope the person up there will give me strength to change for the better before I reach the double digit next year. Till then Happy Fasting to every Muslim in the whole wide world. Till then...

ikea day

2005-09-21T17:47:00.000+08:00

Ok YEsterday went to IKEA for a shopping spree with my fellow S and E. IT was a great day after quite a long time of not meeting with each other. WE went for our lunch at BK before heading to the MRT. WE drop of at queenstown and decided to take bus 33 there. Unfortunately there was no such bus so we took bus 51 without realising that we were actually at the wrong bus stop. So here we go on the bus, me being positive and all tried to calm them down saying that we are at the right path and maybe the bus that we took was taking a longer route to Ikea. Luckily our neighbourhood Superhero, SuperLing came to the rescue and asked the bus driver. Yeah we were on the wrong bus,not the wrong bus actually. ITs just that we board it from the wrong side. So we drop off at the next bus stop and crossover to take the right bus. This to make sure that we are on the right bus, Our superhero, SuperLing ask the female bus driver whom she thought was a male driver...haha..ok we were on the right bus this time..drop at Ikea and proceed with our shopping. I was the first person to make the first move in buying thing..I bought a carpet n a bathroom mat for my mom. 2 cd rack for my Cds.1 Cable reel for my comp. Lastly 4 boxes and a noticeboard for my room. Im the one who bought the most things.DId a last minute calculation to check that im not spending beyond my budget for the day. My agakration that time was 39+ bucks so I stop buying stuffs. However wheN I was at the cashier I saw that I only spend 28.90. All the things that I bought was what I wrote down on my shoopping list. Maybe its good to have it so that I will not overspend.ya i think thats all for now..E and S why not we went there some other time I'm kind of addicted to Ikea things la...just loves their design...k till then whoda signing off

change..

2005-09-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

Okay change my blog's skin..Edited here and there.. so voila!
Now no more moon phase and the clock...entirely new skin
but still black in colour...no more sullen looking blog..
K now the last thing I have to do is change the song.
Quite sick of the song already...haha kla till then..adios

Top 5 cars oops 3 is enough...

2005-09-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

ok here I am again as I have promise..The top 3 cars on my list
Here goes.....

Nissan march
first glance it looks like VW beetle. Economical car as they have smaller fuel tanks. they do have a rather spacious interior.Comes in various color. I think there is one on display at bugis.yeah thats the one..Its a beauty isn't she..haha

the 2nd car on my list is mazda Rx8. ALso khaireen's dream car.Sleek design..just look at it...picture says a thousand words..

lastly...no doubt that most people loves it..goes awe when someone drive pass them. Its none other than our Mr mini. Nice small, mini but yet sleek and stylish. For now I can only look at the cars from afar but who knows in the future I might be driving pass you..So in the future, please keep your eyes open wide when you are on the road and remember to look left and right..who knows I might just give you a ride...hahaha gee that rhymes...
kla thats all for now..till then....whoda signing off...

good afternoon..

2005-09-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

hey..me again..haha
yeah been browsing thru some blog's skin.
I think I had view over thousand of skins but none caught my eyes.
SO decided to kop some of the features like an
animated clock and also a moon phase to add on to
my ever sullen looking blog.
Ya on sunday me and my parents went to the
comex IT exhibition.
luckily i reread the flyers or else I will have to pay extra
freaking 70 odds more for that printer.
So we settle for tha all in one after a brief dicussion and
traded my old-discoloured-long-time-didnt-used printer.
It only cost us 199bucks so I think its quite a good deal.
We quickly chao from the place as more people were coming
cos its the last day of the sale.
Was feeling happy and all but skali on the way back to the
MRT the freaking escalator broke down..going up some more.
so there goes my father carrying the printer up the escalator and here comes my mother into the picture nagging cum asking me to help my father.
On the other hand my father was happily carrying the printer without a hassle. "I'm strong" is what he usually calls himself.But he is strong maybe I got most of my genes from my father la.
hehe. However, I think my younger bro get too much genes from my mom cos he is too lembik la . SOmetimes he cant even open a bottle cap.ITs quite strange for a guy at his age to have that kind of strength.haha I pity him if he were to go for Ns.My elder Bro is okay everything goes for him and he's the strong type like me also. I think I got the feeling that he will cry on his enlistment day and get homesick.haha I think we just have to wait and see in 5 or 6 years time.
Okay I think i blaber to much today..
Till then..adios..

im back again

2005-09-04T14:09:00.000+08:00

Halooo..Sorry for being MIA.
Im still here but im just plain lazy
or got nothing to write about.
Okay Ive just updated my blog.
My sound system is back
Previously I had to shut it
down temporarily due to some technical problem.hehe
Okay yesterday went to work at suntec city with lyn and some
of her poly mates.They are having and IT show.Lots of
IT products going at a special rate.
Maybe Im going there to buy a printer today. All day long
I've seen lots of people buying canon printer.Maybe
Im buying from them too.
to sum up all yesterday was a fun day and lots of flyers to give away.
Met alot of new friends there. If you guys wanna go
to the exhibtion,its still on till 9pm. Today is the
last day so i guese it will be a blast as lots of
products will be on better rate as they wanna clear their stocks.
So till then...whoda signing off....

my pipi

2005-08-18T09:10:00.000+08:00

Ok I think I will have to postpone
my entry on my dream cars.
For now I shall reveal it to all
of you the love of my life which is.....
YEah thats her on the right.My Pet cat I named Wiwi. I do have to admit that I have soft spot for animals like hamsters, rabbits or whatever which is in the cute category and always make people goes aww so cute. Yeah to sum up all I am a animal lover. The sight of a stray cat begging for food at a kopitiam is strong enough to activate my tears. So please stop cruelty against the poor animals.To those who are taking advantage of the poor animal for their own self gain, beware because I believe in retribution. Stop buying
products or anything that are made from animal skin or any other part of the animal. I always believe that when there is No Demand There Is No Supply but when There Is Demand There is Supply.

im back...back again

2005-08-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

Hello...Its me whoda here..hahah
Im happily typing my entry while listening to some song .
Something terrible happened actually this week.
My grandmama had a heart attack.
Its so Suprising because she do not suffer
from any kind of serious sickness before.
She's been having some chest pain before the attack
but we didn't thought it was a heart attack due
to the reason that I have stated above.
Im just scared la to lose another person that I love most.
She's been there for me since I was born years man.
So yeah a day before that I send my resume for a job at Singpost.
Hopefully im selected as applicants will be short listed you see.
Was so happy about the job and all.
Suddenly my mom ask me not to work as she
wants me to look after my grandmama.
She's worried that if I were to work, there will be no
one to take care of her and if an attack were to strike again
god knows what will happen to her.
There goes my hope to get a job.
Im been trying to earn some money before school open
so that I will not be a burden to my parents.
At the same I can enroll myself for the class 2B bike license.
But now I have to put my plans at a halt.
don't worry Im not sighing and all becauseIm still enjoying life.
Cos you now most of the poly student are slogging day and night
to finish up their projects or busily mugging for upcoming test.
The next thing they are looking forward to is the holidays.
ME? Everyday is a holiday to me.haha Fun right.
But Im trying to read some book to gain Some Gk
So that I will not be brain dead when school starts.
At the same time Im planning to shed some of the weight
I've gained from the long holiday.
Time to gained some muscle and turn that flab to ab.
Imagine nice washboard abs. Not so bulging la.
Losing weight needs a lot of planning and also lots of discipline.
Hopefully it will be a success la.
On my next entry, I will be writing about my dream cars.
Till then...Adios...

weeee

2005-07-31T03:32:00.001+08:00

Hello..
Itz the crazy me blogging in the wee hrs.
I'm trying my best here to focus and block out the noise
being made by my big bro who is snoring all the way.
What the hell am I doing?
Good Question
Actually I myself don't know.hehe
Maybe my sleeping sickness is back.
Its not a sickness la. ITs just a habit that I recently
developed or used to develop but came back again.
As you know I used to be hyper but not that really hyper la.Its
just that I cannot do nothing for one day. If I'm at
home the least I could do is some skipping or housework or aerobics or whatever
that will make my limbs move.
Btw what the hell am i Blabbering about seh?
Kla i think i'll stop here la cos i've been hearing funny noises la in the kitchen..
donnoe whether its my imagination or what la cos Im the only one who is still awake right now..
Sounds creepy rite..haha..
kla bye for now....

PS: I'll not be blogging for the next few days or weeks or months due to my other commitments (ceyyy) haha. Aiya I dont think there are any pple reading my blog so wtf seh..just to inform my mates la ey in case...haha

Fate...ya rite...

2005-07-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in karma?
Ya that Alice key's song.
Whatever it is I do believe that what goes around do comes around.
You know like a boomerang, if you know how
to use it will always goes back to you.
But a true muslim believes that you might
not receive your retribution here on earth
whenever you did a bad deed but in the
afterlive you will sure get your taste of your sin.
I aint preaching but just sharing my thoughts
so that people who view this might want to rectify their wrong doings
while its still early and I am not perfect too you know.
So why not start from now when there is still time..till then

do you believe in karma?

2005-07-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

Well, Its been a while since i last blog. 1 reason is LAzy. I know that my friends been bugging me to update but I'm totally lazy la. Actually I have many things to say in my blog but due to some recents cases whereby you can get sued if you voiced out your own genuine thoughts and views that somehow might hurt someone's feelings. Well I think I might as well turn to my old buddy which is my scrap book to jot down my thoughts since this thing is no longer "safe" to use. haha..I wonder how my scrap book been doing. Maybe my book already been covered with cobwebs and dust or whatever cos' its been one year since I last used it. Ok now its 1.30 in the morning and I've yet to catch some sleep cos' im going for job hunting tomorrow with Ah Ling. Hopefully I get a job soon. I mean its fun being a bummer but sometimes its kinda bored la. Take my friend yani.Shes been bumming since the release of the N level result and how long is that? 4 or 5 years? issh...I think I'm in the decomposing state la if I was her.haha..Sori eh yani aku gurau jek..haha..But Whatever it is I made the right move and Im looking forward for school to start next year hopefully. Denise and maureen will be rowing the boat with me to Nyp where we will be starting a new life there. Goodbye TP and NYP here we come....hahaha..

hmmm story

2005-07-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

A story that makes you go hmmm....

Wealth, Success and Love

Wealth, Success & Love A woman came out of her houseand saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry.Please come in and have something to eat." "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she said. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in," they replied.
In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" he said. The woman went out and invited the men in. "We do not go into a House together," they replied. "Why is that?" she wanted to know. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How nice!!," he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!" His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?" Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!" "Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice," said the husband to his wife. "Go out and invite Love to be our guest." The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, "Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest." Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?" The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!!"

Lesson learnt:
1. Money is important but its not your everything.
2. Love and happiness cannot be bought by money.
3. Wealth+ success = O when there is no love.

read it

2005-06-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

Read it..

One day a brilliant modern man found
himself in a stone-age village deep in
the deepest jungle. He was lost, starving
and practically naked in his tattered
underwear. His skin was covered with sores
and his face was filled with horror.
The villagers couldn't understand his
stupid-sounding language. They discovered
he didn't know how to make his own clothes
or how to hunt for food. He wasn't even sure
what was edible and what was not. Worse,
he couldn't even make one simple fire
out of two sticks. He was uncivilized indeed.
The stone-age villagers felt so sorry for
the brilliant modern man. It must be a real
jungle out there, they said.